39 and failing

@TheBWhoLostHerWay It's alright... we've all been there. Maybe we're there sometime in any day. It's hard to explain it. There's an explanation for sure, but it's hard to share it. And it can feel like maybe silence is easier. Take it one day at a time, and feel free to post here, to share with a community and feel that you're not alone. Yes, you're not alone! One foot in front of the other, and things will be clearer, more peaceful in time. In the meantime, remember.... you're not alone. ❤️

I do understand this for sure, I also struggle. And they are right, we aren't alone in feeling this way but I know very well how much it doesn't feel like we struggle alone.

Does *

@TheBWhoLostHerWay

Maybe you are NOT yourself anymore .....

i used to feel that way until i embraced i am not who people think i am and sometimes not who i thought i was.... if the person i was 10 years ago saw me now they would not recognize me may not even like me but change happens.

i emerged like a butterfly ..... no longer able to act like a caterpillar ....for anyone.....

what has changed your view? ... your wants or needs? .... your ability to put up with BS?

@TheBWhoLostHerWay I've actually felt like that alot over the past year or so. Not trusting myself to know myself. Welcome to the forum.

@TheBWhoLostHerWay

Many times. Especially when I get mad. I loose control and see everyone as a threat to me. Even the person I am close with. :(

@TheBWhoLostHerWay

Yes, I feel that a lot!