Daily ramblings 2
I having problems posting to other thread so trying a new one.
Maybe it’s something subconsciously happening because of my losses of memory. Maybe I am overcompensating for the fact that I forget a lot of things including about things I have and where I put them
@Iamwhoiamwhoami organization feels good. I go through phases of either organization or chaos. I was good about putting dishes straight in the dishwasher but lately they go in the sink, they get in the way of the other dishes I try to pile in the sink. It’s so messy and if I was a little less lazy I wouldn’t be bugged by this mess. Procrastination feels good. Procrastination and organization are my constant companions. Always at war with each other. I never know who will win the battle. Since I’m not in the military and have never been I don’t much care about battles or discipline. Discipline can be comforting. Discipline and laziness my constant companions, always at war with each other. I think you can see where this story is going. Be kind to the waring companions inside of you.
Memory lapses are annoying.
Trying to get focus back while being watched is near impossible
Nothing new to add. Still severely depressed, still having screwed up thoughts and dreams of past events. Loss of focus / brain flickering is rampant. Ideation is still prominently present. Headaches are minimal but borderline severe/migraine. Reclusive behavior getting overwhelming. Social anxiety is very controlling.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami @Helgafy You've both been in my thoughts ❤️
*I forgot that the main thread we used to talk on doesn't want to take new posts
@mytwistedsoul
wonderful, deep beloved friend. I have not been on 7Cups for a period now.
@Helgafy Have you not been feeling well? I noticed I hadn't seen your name around and it's difficult to navigate this site sometimes when trying to find threads ❤️
I hope you're ok friend Helgafy ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
Hi. Hi bluebird.
Maybe I'll answer a bit your question tomorrow.
@Helgafy Oh I'm sorry to hear this. I'm sure you have your reasons but I must confess it makes me a little sad. I've enjoyed reading your words here and there
Give a nudge when you wake and I'll bring you hot chocolate chocolate and cinnamon toast
Be well friend Helgafy ❤️ I lit a candle for you and send you love and good vibes ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
Hi twist.
Thank you so much for the fine meal and the candle. Yesterday I prayed for you, your animals and everything that you're growing - that everything will be fine.
The small, blue bird came to watch TV with me yesterdayn night. He sat in a rocking chair. He had some water to drink and seed from the sunflower to eat.
I am not able to clean my house now because I've become weaker.
@Helgafy Thank you for writing back and for your prayers. I'm sorry that you're so weak right now. It must be frustrating for you. ❤️ Is there someone who can come to help you with things? Someone who could make or bring you meals and keep you company?
Try to take good care of yourself and rest as needed. I'm sending you love and strength and hope this weakness passes soon ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
Hi friend.
I think I need to take some days away from 7Cups now. I think my wing is broken. (And yes - I became a pretty big bird lol).
@Helgafy Hello friend Helgafy. I apologize for my delayed reply. I had to travel out of town to pick up paperwork to file taxes for someone that passed on.
@mytwistedsoul
Hi soul.
So a long discussion over a misunderstanding is finished at the prayer thread. Thank you for the way you are, standing up for your friend "decline48".
If you don't mind I bless you, your animals, everything that is growing at your place and @Iamwhoiamwhoami (I saw him here) in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit.
@Helgafy I wanted to say I'm sorry for the other thread. It was none of my business and I could have discreetly flagged and had things edited. Instead I was obnoxious. I am sorry for that 😞 I haven't been on my best behavior as of late
@mytwistedsoul
Good morning to you twist.
A big wing (from you - as big as a door) covered one side of my bedroom yesterday and today. It's comforting and protective. The wing also stayed in my living room when I was watching TV. I watched a movie called "Caribbean summer". I think the small, blue bird found it dull, because he flew up to the top of the door.
@mytwistedsoul
Hi friend @workingitThrough2
@Helgafy
Wow, thanks for sharing that story with me. It has been and still is rough, but God is helping me to get bit by bit done. I have not let all this overwhelm me. I am concerned about my health as well. I have lost so much weight and have headaches daily. God is in control, whatever will be. I keep it moving as best I can for now. Please take care of yourself.❤️
@WorkingitThrough2
Throught2
I will try to ask our Father in heaven to take your headace away and also that you'll find some comfortfood for yourself.
Hi @Tinywhisper11
John 15:15-16 NIV
@Tinywhisper11
5 For in the day of trouble
he (God) will keep me safe in his dwelling;
he will hide me in the shelter of his sacred tent
@Helgafy hugs you tightly ❤ thanks friend your words of peace and love, always makes me feel better about myself ❤ I love you
@Tinywhisper11
Hi. Hi "pretty woman".
You can also listen to the song "Pretty woman" from a very famous movie. LOL - today all the "item removed" signs are removed and I got a lot of messages from you. But I have no idea why "thoughtLight" message was deleted from the praying list. You had written a message starting with "suffering friend" - and I also wrote a message - deleted. I don't know this persons mothers story - and I didn't understand fully - so I asked if there was a fire in the house. As you I also prayed for the mother yesterday.
@Tinywhisper11
Now I have watched half of your messages - I'll read the rest later. The grass is green sister. Is it not fine that our great Artist in Heaven didn't decide it to be grey!
@Tinywhisper11
@Tinywhisper11
Hi.
The last part of the message where we can go in hard times came out wrong, so here it is again:
@Helgafyb🙂❤❤ so we were destined to be friends all along. And just like England and norway, you have helped me so much ❤ yeah I know that song ❤ I didn't realise you were a teacher, I bet that's not an easy age group to teach either. I keep you in my prayers too, I know your ill and struggling with it for a long time now. But we are strong with God by our side ❤ hugs you tightly ❤
@Tinywhisper11
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
Dear Iam and Tiny.
@Helgafy ❤❤ thankyou ❤❤ and yes Thank you God for today is a good day ❤ I hope your having a good day too?? Hugs you tightly ❤
@Tinywhisper11
@Helgafy I'll look it up ❤ I have Amazon music ❤ hugs you tightly ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11
Tiny.
It was so nice to see you at sc yesterday. I pray for your spine that Jesus Christ, our Creator heals it.
@Helgafy I'm sorry for oversharing like that. I don't normally do stuff like that, I was just scared and upset, so sorry ❤ and thankyou for always being here for me ❤ I love you
@Tinywhisper11
@Helgafy 🙂❤❤ thankyou so much ❤❤ I love you ❤
@Tinywhisper11
Tiny.
@Helgafy 🙂 yeah I saw the river, and the park. But didn't go in the park cause it was dark, I even saw a street. Just a regular street. But it was all so beautiful ❤ I had ideas of how things look. But I wasn't prepared to be so shocked and in awe of the this world's beauty. But after last year, I had a huge setback with news of a couple of other slaves. Fear keeps me here, it's where I'm safe ❤ but I also got to see the snow and my carers took me in the garden it was beautiful, and again not completely how I thought it would be. Maybe one day I can start trying to go outside again🙂❤
Hi Tiny.
@Helgafy Thank you for teaching me about this ❤❤your very sweet ❤ hows your health going??
