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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP July 22nd, 2023

Maybe it’s something subconsciously happening because of my losses of memory. Maybe I am overcompensating for the fact that I forget a lot of things including about things I have and where I put them

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hopefulPond6108 July 22nd, 2023

@Iamwhoiamwhoami organization feels good. I go through phases of either organization or chaos. I was good about putting dishes straight in the dishwasher but lately they go in the sink, they get in the way of the other dishes I try to pile in the sink. It’s so messy and if I was a little less lazy I wouldn’t be bugged by this mess. Procrastination feels good. Procrastination and organization are my constant companions. Always at war with each other. I never know who will win the battle. Since I’m not in the military and have never been I don’t much care about battles or discipline. Discipline can be comforting. Discipline and laziness my constant companions, always at war with each other. I think you can see where this story is going. Be kind to the waring companions inside of you.

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP July 24th, 2023

Memory lapses are annoying.

Iamwhoiamwhoami OP July 24th, 2023

Trying to get focus back while being watched is near impossible

Iamwhoiamwhoami OP July 30th, 2023

Nothing new to add. Still severely depressed, still having screwed up thoughts and dreams of past events. Loss of focus / brain flickering is rampant. Ideation is still prominently present. Headaches are minimal but borderline severe/migraine. Reclusive behavior getting overwhelming. Social anxiety is very controlling.

mytwistedsoul March 12th, 2024

@Iamwhoiamwhoami @Helgafy You've both been in my thoughts ❤️

*I forgot that the main thread we used to talk on doesn't want to take new posts

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Helgafy March 13th, 2024

@mytwistedsoul

wonderful, deep beloved friend. I have not been on 7Cups for a period now.

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mytwistedsoul March 13th, 2024

@Helgafy Have you not been feeling well? I noticed I hadn't seen your name around and it's difficult to navigate this site sometimes when trying to find threads ❤️

I hope you're ok friend Helgafy ❤️

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Helgafy March 13th, 2024

@mytwistedsoul

Hi. Hi bluebird.

I don't know if I'll come back to write much now, but here is a little bit of writing: The blue bird came to stand at the door of the room where I sleep.He was as big as a man, asking me how I was doing.

Then he became small, marching on my chest, holding a flute with his wings, playing. He went to sleep under my cheek.

So it was my turn to sleep. He became big again and laid down on the floor beside my bed.
Maybe I'll answer a bit your question tomorrow.

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mytwistedsoul March 14th, 2024

@Helgafy Oh I'm sorry to hear this. I'm sure you have your reasons but I must confess it makes me a little sad. I've enjoyed reading your words here and there

Give a nudge when you wake and I'll bring you hot chocolate chocolate and cinnamon toast

Be well friend Helgafy ❤️ I lit a candle for you and send you love and good vibes ❤️

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Helgafy March 14th, 2024

@mytwistedsoul

Hi twist.

Thank you so much for the fine meal and the candle. Yesterday I prayed for you, your animals and everything that you're growing - that everything will be fine.
The small, blue bird came to watch TV with me yesterdayn night. He sat in a rocking chair. He had some water to drink and seed from the sunflower to eat.
I am not able to clean my house now because I've become weaker.

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mytwistedsoul March 15th, 2024

@Helgafy Thank you for writing back and for your prayers. I'm sorry that you're so weak right now. It must be frustrating for you. ❤️ Is there someone who can come to help you with things? Someone who could make or bring you meals and keep you company?

Try to take good care of yourself and rest as needed. I'm sending you love and strength and hope this weakness passes soon ❤️

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Helgafy March 17th, 2024

@mytwistedsoul

Hi friend.

I think I need to take some days away from 7Cups now. I think my wing is broken. (And yes - I became a pretty big bird lol).

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mytwistedsoul March 17th, 2024

@Helgafy Hello friend Helgafy. I apologize for my delayed reply. I had to travel out of town to pick up paperwork to file taxes for someone that passed on.

It's odd that you mention the bluebird dying or more coincidental because in some ways I do feel that way and have taken to moving through the days as a ghost or shell of who I was.

I looked up the first movie you mentioned Caribbean Summer. It sounds like a romance? Adrift is based on actual events. I'll have to give it a watch in the near future.

For the most part the days here are spent cleaning up after winter. There are many branches that came down and still some leaves scattered that needed to be cleaned up. The chickens are happy that the weather has warmed because now the bugs are easier to find.

I understand needing a break. I hope the time away is good for you and you get to rest and build up your strength. You'll be in my thoughts ❤️

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Helgafy March 25th, 2024

@mytwistedsoul

The small, blue bird came to life on my floor in my room for sleeping. But he is too weak to fly. So I put on his pyjamas, blue and white stripes and a hat also. I put him to bed beside me. I give him some drops of water with a pipette. Now he can rest to restore.

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Helgafy March 26th, 2024

@mytwistedsoul
Hi.

The small, blue bird is feeling better today. He is marching around on my floor, swinging his body, showing himself off. He also presses his small chest up a little bit because he's proud. Why? He is wearing a purple morning robe in silk. He got it from one of the dolls I played with when I was a child. My mother made it for my doll. It also has a belt. Today the bird can drink water by himself and eat some seeds.

(Twist - also - if you have some more words you're hiding inside of you because of the things that happened at the other thread, just tell (me). I'm done with the whole situation).

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mytwistedsoul March 26th, 2024

@Helgafy I'm so glad the blue bird is feeling better. I bet he looks rather dapper in his borrowed silk purple robe! 😊

How are you? Are you taking good care of yourself? I worry about you

No my dear friend there aren't any words hiding inside about that situation on the other thread. I've let it go and hold no grudge. It was a misunderstanding. You have my word on that. ❤️ I'd like it to go back to a place of peace and prayer for those who are in need of it. Much love to you ❤️

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Helgafy April 5th, 2024

@mytwistedsoul

Hi. Hi. Twist.

A few lines for you. The good Lord gave me 3,3 days when I was stronger. I could do some cleaning in my house.

The other day I saw a movie, "Transit". A bit confusing for me about the theme. But the small, blue bird liked the last music and was dancing rock'n roll on the floor. Then he became so tired he went to bed and slept at once. He always goes to sleep very fast. He has his own small bed.

Yesterday we watched a bit of the movie "Dances with Wolves" with Kevin Costner. One moment it was a bit scary and "birdie" lifted one of his wings to cover his eyes.

Also much love to @Iamwhoiamwhoami

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mytwistedsoul April 5th, 2024

@Helgafy I'm glad you were given those good days ❤️ I hope you didn't over do it and tire yourself out too much. I hope you're well today ❤️

I don't think I've heard of the movie Transit. Lol of course the little bluebird would like rock and roll and would have to show off his moves 😁

Dances with Wolves is a good movie but it does have some intense scenes. Aside from the scary part did you like it?

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Helgafy April 7th, 2024

@mytwistedsoul

Hi. Hi. Twist.

Yes, it seems like a nice movie. I have not seen all of it. It seems like it touches the indigenous situation in the US. 4 years ago, when I came to 7Cups to talk to someone, my first listener was an Indian, living in Canada, Montreal. He helped me.

Well - yesterday birdie did not come to watch TV with me. He also did not sleep in his small bed. I guess the Spring draws him to stay outdoors.

I hope the fence around the place where your hens are staying is solid so that the fox doesn't come to fetch them. Ylvis are 2 Norwegian young men. They sing a song "What does the fox say". You can listen to that one.

The good Lord gave me strength also yesterday to clean.

Much love also to @Iamwhoiamwhoami

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Helgafy March 15th, 2024

@mytwistedsoul

Good morning to you twist.

A big wing (from you - as big as a door) covered one side of my bedroom yesterday and today. It's comforting and protective. The wing also stayed in my living room when I was watching TV. I watched a movie called "Caribbean summer". I think the small, blue bird found it dull, because he flew up to the top of the door.

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Helgafy March 17th, 2024

@mytwistedsoul

Hi twist.

I watched a movie at my TV yesterday, "Adrift" - a story from real life. 2 persons - their boat was in a storm, she survived - he di ed, About 40 days drifting. (Very many waves and wind and sea to watch in the pictures). I wondered if the small blue bird wanted to watch, but he fell de d to the floor. So it seems like the time with the blue bird (just the imagination - not you twist!) and wings is over with. (lol). Well - he stayed for 1,5 years! (2 messages from me now.) (If you ever want to - you can tell about your health issues, but I know you have a therapist to talk to and I'm very glad for that). If you want to - you can also always tell me what you did during the day.

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Helgafy April 10th, 2024

Hi friend @workingitThrough2

I just wanted to say hello to you here at "Iam's" thread. I was thinking of your husband having the same sickness as my friends husband He is 80 years old. She is 71, going strong. About 2 years ago he was not able to drive a car anymore because of early dementia. But the sickness has become worse these last 2 years. He doesn't like it when she leaves the house, feeling alone. Monday she found him outside the house, he had fallen - bleeding from the head. She had the ambulance coming and he is now in hospital. Several ribbons are broken. She could not come in contact with him the other day.

Well - well. People get older.

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WorkingitThrough2 April 15th, 2024

@Helgafy

Wow, thanks for sharing that story with me. It has been and still is rough, but God is helping me to get bit by bit done. I have not let all this overwhelm me. I am concerned about my health as well. I have lost so much weight and have headaches daily. God is in control, whatever will be. I keep it moving as best I can for now. Please take care of yourself.❤️

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Helgafy April 15th, 2024

@WorkingitThrough2

Throught2

I will try to ask our Father in heaven to take your headace away and also that you'll find some comfortfood for yourself.

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Helgafy April 11th, 2024

Hi @Tinywhisper11

I borrow "Iam's" thread for writing to you. This verse from the Bible I read today and I was thinking of you. I have experienced you to have a strong mind, so I think you will not be hurted by the message I give you. You told about you being a "slave" for the first 18 years of your life. In this verse the exalted one calls you His friend. Here is the quote:

John 15:15-16 NIV

I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master’s business. Instead, I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you. You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you so that you might go and bear fruit—fruit that will last—and so that whatever you ask in my name the Father will give you.

Helgafy April 15th, 2024

@Tinywhisper11

Hello to you Tiny. This message I drafted (?) another place before I sent it to you (item was removed). So now you can look at it one more time if you want to. I borrow (lol) "Iam's" thread to write on.

I want to spend time with you today. I wear one of my 18 jogging suits. I choose a colour I feel like each day, and today I choosed orange - so today I'm fire. Be careful! I'll put you in fire too! What do you wear today?

I did not know that you had a time of very serious depression recently. It might be a result of your sickness early in 2024, you were worn out. For bad times; here is a Bible verse for you and for me:

Psalm 27:5-7

5 For in the day of trouble
he (God) will keep me safe in his dwelling;
he will hide me in the shelter of his sacred tent

and set me high upon a rock.

I have been in Egypt, in the desert. The bedouins live in tents. I challenge you (and me) to furnish this sacred tent of the Lord so that we can go there in our imagination when "the going gets tough". (By the way - have you heard the old song Billy Ocean -" When the Going Gets Tough, the Tough Get Going".) So - I put many fine woven carpets in the tent. I put fresh baked bread and fruit. There are beautiful oil lamps burning. We sit on the ground with many pillows in many beautiful colours around. The Lord Himself is there to comfort, strengthen and talk.

From Helga.

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Tinywhisper11 April 15th, 2024

@Helgafy hugs you tightly ❤ thanks friend your words of peace and love, always makes me feel better about myself ❤ I love you

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Helgafy April 16th, 2024

@Tinywhisper11

Hi. Hi "pretty woman".

You can also listen to the song "Pretty woman" from a very famous movie. LOL - today all the "item removed" signs are removed and I got a lot of messages from you. But I have no idea why "thoughtLight" message was deleted from the praying list. You had written a message starting with "suffering friend" - and I also wrote a message - deleted. I don't know this persons mothers story - and I didn't understand fully - so I asked if there was a fire in the house. As you I also prayed for the mother yesterday.

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Helgafy April 16th, 2024

@Tinywhisper11

Now I have watched half of your messages - I'll read the rest later. The grass is green sister. Is it not fine that our great Artist in Heaven didn't decide it to be grey!

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Helgafy April 16th, 2024

@Tinywhisper11

Hello Tiny.

Today I'll praise Jesus Christ/God for the great intelligence that He has given to you. I can very clearly see that. I also have been a teacher for some time for children 12-16 years old.

As I'm praying for "working" and her headache/eating I'll also pray for your pain in the evening so that it will diminish.

Maybe you don't watch the news, but it was good that your country (England) helped Israel to catch the arms coming from Iran. I know you have a friend in "delay" who is a Jew. The Jews come from Israel.

So Tiny - there is a rainbow crossing the North Sea between England and Norway, going from my house to your house. England and Norway have a history of being friends and England helped Norway during the last war (1940-1945).

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Helgafy April 16th, 2024

@Tinywhisper11

Hi.

The last part of the message where we can go in hard times came out wrong, so here it is again:

I have been in Egypt, in the desert. The bedouins live in tents

I challenge you (and me) to furnish this sacred tent of the Lord

so that we can go there in our imagination when

"the going gets tough". (By the way - have you heard the old

song Billy Ocean -" When the Going Gets Tough, the Tough

Get Going".) So - I put many fine woven carpets in the tent. I put

fresh baked bread and fruit. There are beautiful oil lamps burning.

We sit on the ground with many pillows in many beautiful colours

around. The Lord Himself is there to comfort, strengthen and talk.

From Helga.

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Tinywhisper11 April 16th, 2024

@Helgafyb🙂❤❤ so we were destined to be friends all along. And just like England and norway, you have helped me so much ❤ yeah I know that song ❤ I didn't realise you were a teacher, I bet that's not an easy age group to teach either. I keep you in my prayers too, I know your ill and struggling with it for a long time now. But we are strong with God by our side ❤ hugs you tightly ❤

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Helgafy April 23rd, 2024

@Tinywhisper11

@Iamwhoiamwhoami

Dear Iam and Tiny.

I want to give you a fine Bible verse today: Romans 15:13 "May the God of all hope fill you with all joy and peace"

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Tinywhisper11 April 23rd, 2024

@Helgafy ❤❤ thankyou ❤❤ and yes Thank you God for today is a good day ❤ I hope your having a good day too?? Hugs you tightly ❤

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Helgafy April 24th, 2024

@Tinywhisper11

Hi friend.

Thank you for asking how I am. "It is well, it is well with my soul." There is a song called "It is well, it is well with my soul". Maybe you want to listen to it. There are many versions, but the one found on You Tube - Katiekatew has very many fine photos from nature and heaven. It is also written beside it: "This song is from the album, "Together for the Gospel Live" from Sovereign Grace Music. ~ Pictures found in Creative Commons search."

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Tinywhisper11 April 24th, 2024

@Helgafy I'll look it up ❤ I have Amazon music ❤ hugs you tightly ❤❤

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Helgafy April 28th, 2024

@Tinywhisper11

Tiny.

It was so nice to see you at sc yesterday. I pray for your spine that Jesus Christ, our Creator heals it.

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Tinywhisper11 April 28th, 2024

@Helgafy I'm sorry for oversharing like that. I don't normally do stuff like that, I was just scared and upset, so sorry ❤ and thankyou for always being here for me ❤ I love you

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Helgafy April 28th, 2024

@Tinywhisper11

Tiny! Why do we have 7Cups! Is it for people who are living a perfect life? You know the answer. "Iamp" as I call her was also scared and she shared it. She also helped you. If people don't feel like reading about other people they don't need to go to sharing circle. It's so fine that people have 7Cups to vent. Lots of, lots of times you build other people up. Should not the people in sc. try to catch you when you feel like falling. Beautiful, good-looking Tiny! (I shouted it out over the North-Sea and all the fishes and crabs agreed).

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Tinywhisper11 April 28th, 2024

@Helgafy 🙂❤❤ thankyou so much ❤❤ I love you ❤

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Helgafy May 10th, 2024

@Tinywhisper11

Tiny.

I liked so much to see your writing about the first time your careers took you to a river and you could hear the water running - and you liked the sound. It was also very nice to see your writing about when you saw birds, that you recognized the sound from your house in your prison.

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Tinywhisper11 May 10th, 2024

@Helgafy 🙂 yeah I saw the river, and the park. But didn't go in the park cause it was dark, I even saw a street. Just a regular street. But it was all so beautiful ❤ I had ideas of how things look. But I wasn't prepared to be so shocked and in awe of the this world's beauty. But after last year, I had a huge setback with news of a couple of other slaves. Fear keeps me here, it's where I'm safe ❤ but I also got to see the snow and my carers took me in the garden it was beautiful, and again not completely how I thought it would be. Maybe one day I can start trying to go outside again🙂❤

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Helgafy May 11th, 2024

@Tinywhisper11

Must that day come really quickly to you.

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Helgafy May 11th, 2024

@Tinywhisper11

The place to write here becomes smaller and smaller - LOL.

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Helgafy May 16th, 2024

@Tinywhisper11
Hi Tiny.

Well - some teaching today. We're about to celebrate Pentecost now. It's a reminder of when The Holy Spirit came to live in us if we want Him to. Here are the Bible verses telling about how it happened the first time: (The Bible) Acts 2 "When the day of Pentecost came, they were all together in one place. 2 Suddenly a sound like the blowing of a violent wind came from heaven and filled the whole house where they were sitting. 3 They saw what seemed to be tongues of fire that separated and came to rest on each of them. 4 All of them were filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak in other tongues as the Spirit enabled them."

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Tinywhisper11 May 17th, 2024

@Helgafy Thank you for teaching me about this ❤❤your very sweet ❤ hows your health going??

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