Do I have a problem?

Hi guys, Im a 22F

Idk if this app or Internet is bugging but tried to post this already but idk 🙃 I suppose id just like to hear what some real addicts think of my situation, any type of response is appreciated. I think I'm fine but I just want a second opinion. Ive never had a problem with weed or alcohol, I don't have an addictive personality with anything, tbf I like uppers more then downers but its not like it'd be every day or anything.

I took my first drug when I was 16 but didn't start taking it frequently until I was like 20, and since it then it's been kinda creeping up on me I suppose.

I only take stuff when I'm out raving I don't really take stuff any other time and so I have friends that do the same but theres been a few times that even they've looked at me funny. I realize I take more then most of them and more frequently and the ones that have been on my level have admitted some type of problem or that they need a break. I think I do need a break because it's just been every week or every second week at least and I'm pretty heavy on the bag when I do go out. The doctors even prescribed me a 6 month prescription for a nasal spray because I'm in so often. I have missed work a lot too. This week has been hard, I don't feel bad I just feel nothing, but I think I like that part too, but I haven't even showered all week and after work I've just been resting with nothing going on in my head so productiveness is suffering but I don't know if that's just me or the drugs.

There has been a few times in the past, only like 3 times ever that I've just felt so awful going to bed that I just wanted to feel okay and took some stuff just to feel good but it's not a habit at all so you can't deem it a problem. Uppers are so harsh on the body I don't think I could even make myself do it every day so I think I'm good and the high is definitely not what it used to be.

I think i should maybe just cut down and learn how to go out to things where I don't take drugs and learn how to have a good time without it. But that feels boring and unfamiliar so I don't know what to do without drugs but it's not what it used to be.

Thank you if you took the time to read! I'm starting a few sessions of therapy in the new year and I don't know if it's worth bringing up, they'll probably just tell me to quit altogether but I don't see that happening either, but I think I need to cut down