@fossilfellow Addiction Streak 🤍 *T.W*
I've been struggling a lot with my addiction, and it feels like it keeps getting worse, and I just want to make this thread here so I can track my progress.
I'm not sure how many time I'll post here, maybe multiple times a day sometimes. Idk, hope this helps 🤍
Day 3 - Urges were moderate, and I stayed clean all day ✅
Day 4 - Urges were moderate, and I stayed clean all day ✅
Relapsed 😔, I'll start again.
@fossilfellow
Actually, you're not starting over. Your continuing from a place of experience, of knowing, of wisdom. It is not step 1...you're continuing from where you left off. And it is good that you've encouraged yourself to go on. Hopefully, you would not relapse again.
And yes, I know a little about the steps in programs, but in your mind, you're actually just continuing.
Keep pressing diligently, don't be too hard on yourself and ask the Lord to help you along the way.
@fossilfellow
You got this
Relapsed.
@fossilfellow
Well, we're going to try again, Fellow. I have a 'few' questions for you though:
Do you understand why you relapsed?
The feelings that led to the relapse?
What you could have done differently to prevent the relapse?
What tools/methods were you using consistently to aid in you abstaining?
When last did you enjoy a walk, or spent time, in nature/woods/forest/front yard?
Which volunteer opportunities interest you?
Yup, many questions. I hope you're receiving them well. You're the expert on yourself so who best to ask these questions? 😊 We want to help support you and this is one of the ways we can better do so. So, take your time in answering. But you also don't have to answer if you don't want to.
Day 1 - Urges were moderate, and I stayed clean all day ✅
Day 2 - last night was rough, but I didn't completely give in ✅
@fossilfellow 🌼