Journal/Log for Vyvanse Abuse/Addiction
24, addicted to vyvanse pills, I've been taking more than my daily dose and it has affected my life since I started in January 2024. I want to start a journal on here and talk to others who are also struggling with this.
The last time I abused was on Wednesday, 2 days ago, so you can say I'm 2 days clean not including today. I want to post on here daily to keep myself accountable and feel supported by like minded people.
Day 1: Complete
Day 2: Complete
It's been hard but I know I'm strong minded.
@JamessA24
Congrats on being two days clean 💚
Supporting you 💚
@JamessA24 Welcome to 7Cups! 💗🥰 I'm rooting for you! 💜
*Biggggg hugs* <3
@JamessA24
Day 3: Complete
Yesterday I pushed myself and went shopping while I was on the come down from vyvanse, I also get anxious and need to be home because social interaction is hard, but I pushed myself and I was happy I did. I did laundry and cleaned my room while i was on it and journaled.
Day 4: Complete
Only had my daily dose yesterday, urges are still there but I remain strong.
Day 5: Complete
Took my vyvanse at 1pm yesterday, used it at work, then went for a run and it felt amazing to feel the side effects ware off from sweating and exercising. I want to continue that.
Day 6: Complete
Urges are stronger than ever. Im thinking of relapsing on Thursday night. It's so hard to stay clean
@JamessA24
Day 7: Complete
Urges were strong yesterday, talked about it in therapy
Day 8: Relapsed
I found a way to relapse, I just don't feel like I'm at the point where I totally want to quit. I just crave the high so much and I still find ways to enjoy it. Holding myself accountable right now.
Day 1, 2, 3: Complete
Back on track after my relapse. Didnt' take one on day 3.
@JamessA24 ❤️
Hey
Same boat here...
Really don't know what to do
Today is day 1 for me, you can do it