My journey starts now : even if no one is watching.

I’m writing this to hold myself accountable. For a long time I’ve been trapped in a cycle of phone use, addiction, secrecy and regret. It’s affected my sleep, my health, and my self‑respect.

I don’t want to hide anymore — even if no one reads this. Each entry will be a record of my effort to reclaim my strength and dignity, one night at a time.

I have tried everything, from writing to reading to tiring myself out, but events, exams, heartbreaks, etc all cumulate to bring me back to this. I want to be free now. So this is the first time trying this. 

Today is Day 1. I’m choosing to fight, and I’ll write here instead of giving in. It may be gibberish or nonsense, but i want to do this. May God give me the strength to win this time.