Not ready to go back to reality

I've been in my reading week for my college, but I still have to attend my internship this week. I really love my work in the field but like.... for the past few days I've been getting together with a guy friend. We have been having a lots of sex and getting high a lot. He spent the night at my house and I went back to his the day after. I really enjoy seeing him, and my libido has been really high lately. I feel most happy being held and caressed and just being close to a person. So much so that it leaves me aching in agony, as edgy as that sounds. I get so horny that I get anxious and sad sometimes, at the thought of having to go for a while without it. With my dependence with weed, I can at least hold off for a few hours a day, but whenever I have a partner I always feel like this. Always wanting to be around them. I'm just laying in bed kind of sad bc even tho I love my internship, I wish my break was longer. On the weekend I'll work and then Monday school starts back up again, so I'll be busy. I wish i could have been with him and had some fun tonight hhh. Just, I guess... we have been seeing eachother for the past three days in a row. It's so hard to return to reality......