I doubt that I'm good and sane person...
I doubt that I'm sane person... I doubt that I'm good person... I don't like many types of people amd many things and it makes me doubt that there's nothing wrong with me...
I don't like people who are in situationship amd think that it's ok, I don't like situationships at all (I'm aroace ( Aromantic and Asexual) by the way but still) and for me it's not something appropriate and normal, but i don't judge people like that, i just don't like them and i don't want to have something with them at all (like friendship or being subscribed on this people and etc). And I don't like anything that are dirty minded, like, too much dirty jokes and dirty minded people or stuff like that or NSFW arts and i don't think that people should be like that (dirty minded i mean) and i feel like I'm just making an excuse like that so i can be a bad person... I don't know why i feel like that when i write this... And i feel like I'm not meaning REAL dirty minded people and i just hate sex and romance in general. But no, I don't, i just... Don't like when it's too much dirty minded stuff, like flirting, sex, romance where theres too much sexual stuff and etc...
I don't hate romance or sex, i just hate that people see it as something where they can pour too much sexual stuff and be dirty minded... I don't know how to explain that... I'm really bad at explaining things and because of that there's too much misunderstanding so...
I hope i explained properly and i hope it's clear what I meant to say because... I don't know if I'm just making an excuse but i think I can't explain something properly without being misunderstood because of how tired and exhausted i am and i need to recover from things that I've been through so... I don't know but i hope i made things clear and there will not be any misunderstanding so... Yeah...
And I don't know what to say next because... I don't know... That's what i wanted to say but there's a lot of things that makes me question myself as sane and good person and I don't know how to explain or tell about it so... That's all for now. I just... Don't know where to start to talk about other things that makes me question myself so... That's all for now...
@affectionateOwl4692
Dear Beloved,
It is alright not to like certain things. You do not like people because they are not the way you expect them to be. People and situations are often different from how we want them to be. We cannot change people. We cannot change ourselves just to please others. Let them be as they are. Do not hurt yourself emotionally because of others. When you expect them to be the way you want them to be, and they are not, you cause pain to yourself. It is not wise to cause ourselves pain because of what others think. We cannot change anybody's mindset. We have control only over our own minds. Focus on yourself. You have no control over what they think or feel. Let us not focus on what we cannot control. Nature has not given us control over everything.
Focus on what you can do with whatever is available to you. Do more of what makes you feel better.
Most importantly, you are a good person. You know it, and you do not need the approval of the entire world to know that you are a good person. Nobody can know you better than you know yourself. You are good enough.
I don't understand, is it normal that I don't like people like that? Or... I don't understand. I'm even more confused. And I didn't said that i want to change them, i just don't want to be friends with them or have something in general with them. I'm confused now, I don't understand what you were trying to say...
I don't understand, is it normal that I don't like people like that? Or... I don't understand. I'm even more confused. And I didn't said that i want to change them, i just don't want to be friends with them or have something in general with them. I'm confused now, I don't understand what you were trying to say...
@affectionateOwl4692
@affectionateOwl4692
Dear Beloved,
Yes, it is completely normal not to like people. Please do not be confused.
I know that you didn't say that you wanted to change them. You need to accept them as they are, even if you don't want to be friends with them or have anything to do with them.
I am trying to say that if you have nothing to do with anyone, it is completely alright. Some beautiful people like you prefer to spend more time by themselves. Not everybody in this world likes to be around people. Focus on yourself. Do more of what makes you feel better.
Once again, it is normal to spend quality and productive time by yourself.