I just want to run away and hide 😮💨
So stuck here at work, forced inside due to *** weather (think id prefer to be outside getting drenched in all this rain). I dont even want to be around these people to begin with and now I have no escape forced to interact with everyone. Forced to put a smile on for the guests. I just dont want to be here..and I cant do anything about it. And to make matters even worse, apparently in the 2 weeks ice been here ive made an impression worthy of a new nickname (smiley) and now everyone is calling me this, normally I think I may actually like this, but right now it hurts every single time someone says it, cause I know I have to force that smile out that is soooo hard to do, but I cant let them see whats really going on inside. I just want to run away and hide. 😥😔
@Usmp4lyfe
It can be so tough when you have to pretend and force on a smile.
To hide your real emotions, because you have no privacy.
But work will be over soon.
Be gentle with yourself 💕💜
Thanks for the kind words, Amanda. It means alot. And your pic thing was nice to see if think thats something I could really use right now to be honest.
@Usmp4lyfe
A pleasure 🥰
@usmp4lyfe
you are not alone. you are best and beautiful. love you. hugs for you.
Thanks for the kind words. Quiet. I do try and remember that, i really do, but its so hard to think of that with everything else running rampant in my mind.
AHH, and now theres trick or treaters......God, I hate this new home. 😣
