Can't move on from my past
All my old friends left me, ghosted me (or we ghosted each other), I'm alone in a different city and they all are really far away from me.
I thought that changing my environment will help me feel better since I left all my problems behind me, all my enemies, all my old friends, and my old life! Well, now I'm living in a different place but my mind is constantly focused on the past, or to be more correct, on how the people from my past are living right now. I imagine them talking about me and bad-mouthing me because that's what they were always doing to everyone. I imagine them living a great life and making fun of me like they were sometimes doing in the past as well. Making fun of my skills and how I looked like. No matter what I do, the thoughts don't leave me and I feel stuck...
@willingFig5196
Hi, You have done courageously move in your life and the results is prosperous..Be focus in the present and there will be no need for the past.
@willingFig5196
It's always hard to loss friends. Whether you move or they move, it feels like a part of yourself leaves too. It sounds like these friends weren't treating you well though. I hope you find new and more supportive friends in the future. You deserve to be lifted up by those close to you, not put down. Best of luck to you.
Take care ♥️
@willingFig5196
I’m so sorry you’re going through this. It’s really hard to move on from a toxic friendship group, especially if their mistreatment is what you’ve learnt to accept and expect from people. I’ve had the same sort of thing happen. I found it difficult to come to terms with the fact I still considered them friends, despite how they treated me, and that I still needed to grieve the loss of those relationships even though they were toxic and abusive.