If I had the power
If I became the master of the universe, I feel like I'd just want to end suffering, period. No more of anyone falling through the cracks. Normally I'd have been wanting to do fun random things with that power, and give special treatment to my friends, and put the worst people through the harshest repentance. But... That wouldn't be right. I'd want to fix all problems at their roots. Especially me. I'd want to just purge my jealousy, my bad tendencies, and my pain. Even if I largely lost myself... I'd want to be free from all the smut so that I could make the world a place without cycles of abuse. It just seems like the correct action to take.
that sucks im sorry to hear that
You just said my words aloud. I am exhausted of everything to the point that it's almost near impossible to get myself up and look for something brighter. I wish people were kinder with their words instead of breaking you to pieces and making you feel more miserable than you already are.
I'm sorry to hear that. :( People can be mean sometimes. But you just gotta ignore the haters! It's hard, but you can definitely do it! ![]()