@thoughtfulmomma

I can easily relate to that.

I do the same thing momma. Do you have any anxiety meds to take the edge off? I’ve had to use mine for the last month.

@thoughtfulmomma

Hi Momma, I know about perception changes and wrote this poem called Perceiving:

Perceiving what we believe in

is deceiving and has no meaning

as life's mistreating

dishes out this beating

........Leaving us bleeding

But we cant see it if we close our minds

....and we cant think about this when we're blind

so walk away and you will find,

a friend here waiting for a sign!

So take your time

.....and organize

whats on your mind

and you'll wisely find

you're not really behind

so relax your eyes and you'll realize

you're fine just the way you are!

And you can reach for the stars

put cream on the scars

and then healing transpires

The delusional parts only confuse our goals

...and they corrupt our souls

Leaving us with a heart full of holes.

Set goals now and your mind will see

what closed eyes have failed to believe

Don't let sight deceive & keep us on our knees

....throwing logic into the breeze.

Winds at your back excited

Winds of hope reignited me.

Step by step confide

so we can share secrets of life

........Thinking

"what could be?"

.......But only if we let it,

if you hold back you'll regret it!

"There, Now I've gone and said it!"

We hold ourselves down......

Dirty on the ground.....

I've found myself tormented and bound

by invisibility. ......

I've ignored all possibility.....

so I must set myself free

of a self-inflicted confined mystery

....That causes so much mind-bending mysery

Chin Up!

Blessings, Day