Is this the end?
I can't seem to catch a break! I was dealing with trembling relationships past few days and now this has happened. Someone has made an account on Facebook with my real name including my compromising pictures. Everyone in the University has already seen that account including the faculty.
I'm actually tired of hearing it's ok, it will be fine, you'll get through this....I am so done with life right now! I thought now things might get better eventually but I was wrong as always. Funny thing is its all my fault. I was the one putting them out there. I was the one who was going crazy of putting them on the name of art. I was so blinded by the creativity that I didn't know that people could use them to get to me.
I don't have much options left right now. It's not gonna stop. It's never gonna stop. I can see my friends and acquaintances getting embarrassed of me. They don't say but I can see that in their eyes. I can see people getting farther away from me, my family, everyone because they know I'm not a good person and somehow on the way I think they might be right.
It seems like these things really hurt you. It probably feels embarrassing and that's reasonable.
Sometimes people want to hurt others and do things that are absolutely not okay.
But you can choose what to do. Let them win? By giving up.
You surely know that's what those people want.
But you could also stand up and do something else. No matter how hard it seems. Standing up and well.. being okay with these pictures.
Showing them strength.
There are always people here you can talk to. Many people get bullied or experience things similar to your situation.
But people will forget about it one day.
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