Life anxious and depressed
I am stressed about family my mother specifically I feel like she hates me because of everything I do or say. I didn’t go to a funeral the past month because I couldn’t handle another funeral I had 3 already this year within the past couple months and then she just doesn’t like everything I do & then there’s trying to find a place to live to move out too that allows dogs specific breeds like pitbulls and I can’t seem to find one and it’s just frustrating then there’s work cuz I work with family as well so I just don’t feel welcome here and I feel like I shouldn’t be here but I’ve never had another job
Trigger Warning - Previous Crisis
Did you ever had a family therapy? ( sorry for English its not my first language) I have the same. my mother criticizes me every day because i didn't do something like she would do
Like: you will be homeless or you will be nothing. It hurt sooo much i cry everyday what led to suicide attempt.I was bullied at school I told my parents they told me to worry and thats the another reason for my suicide attempt. My father and brother are even worts they telling me things like: your Fat,ugly usless my brother even told me that im am a psyho and I told my parents they did nothing. But we got therapy its much better because I finally stand for my self like someone call me ugly and I said look who is talking or something like. I will not say things like its going to be okay you all need to work on this! Wish you veryyy well❤❤
Trigger warning added by AffyAvo Nov 15, 2022
@easyAcai1386
It's amazing that you are holding on for dear might especially when things are tough with the family. I imagine in the future, you will reach a point where things will eventually get easier to manage. You are doing such a great job recognizing these triggers and patterns.
@Enchantstress
It's okay to take your time on things, especially when facing so much grief. Sometimes our bodies have a way of signalling to us when something is off. It's good that you are doing things one-step at a time.
