One reason I an nervous for the new year is.....
I'm afraid of hurting myself emotionally, more than I did in 2017. I am nervous that I'll do something that causes my current relationship to fail, and that it will be my fault that I'm not happy.
@LivieGrace your life hard, but youre surviving! You survived this year! You survive the next one too! And the one after that... And with every year you are getting stronger and stronger and the next year youre going to survive better than before... keep fighting! Youre stronger than you realize!
Hey, I am anxious about having to continue to work for this professor, because I've decided I want a letter of recommendation from him, but he's very demanding about wanting a lot of unpaid time and hasn't been accomodating about me having depression. I think I'm going to try to stay positive that I'm going to get a letter out of it, and try to send an email asking for a specific end date, so I can have it in writing and be able to feel like I only have to keep it up until a certain date.
I'm one year farther away from my childhood, the good years of my life, and things are getting more and more recognisable to me...
I got pregnant and my first baby will born on May/2018.
that my plan won't work properly
that coudn't relax and take time for myself
New year means one last year of high school and then I have to decide what I want to do for the rest of my life. And money to pay for that education. And the grades.
I'm afraid everybody I love is going to die and I might join them I'm afraid my depression will get too much for me
I'm anxious that the new year is gonna start out with disappointments. The reality is, I'm not happy. 
I'm scared that I haven't done enough and that I will continue to underperform. I've been strangely laidback this year--in school, in life, in my relationships. I'm hoping this new attitude won't interfere with or sabotage my ambitions.