One reason I an nervous for the new year is.....

I am scared my results will say I have cancer

I need to start looking for my own place after having started at my sister's house rent free for a few months, but it's hard to do with a dog and limited income, plus anxiety about hope I failed last time I was out on my own. I need to lose 20 pounds to be in good condition for simply living life. And that means gym time, which is a mess of guilt and anxiety. I still don't have any friends. My mom's crazy has now lasted more than one year. I feel like my life is having a seizure. It can't figure out if it is coming together or falling apart.

I'm nervous for the new year because I'm afraid that I'll continue to focus on the things that are out of my control. If I continue to dwell on those negative factors, I continue to dwindle my health even more by excessive eating.

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Will I be able to clear NEET

Will I be able to clear NEET

I m scared that if I will be able to clear NEET

I have big goals for this year, Im nervous and anxious that I wont succeed in my goals and that Ill fail the people I love. My goals are to move in with my boyfriend (huge step ... ahhhh), lose 20lbs, and continue to get a 4.0 in school. Its a lot but Im praying that if I break it all down into mini goals each day Ill keep perspective and finally begin succeeding in life again.

soooo nervous 😞

I have to deal with another year of shit :)

I'm worried that I'm not going to make any progress next year, with my physical or mental health. Improving my physical health will greatly affect my mental health, but it's been so difficult. I've struggled with it all year and I don't seem to have made any difference yet. Doctors haven't helped and I'm just on my own. Mentally, I feel like I've been slowly descending into madness; it's been downhill all year and I fear that it won't get better at all next year. It might even get worse. :(