One way my fear holds me back is.....
@Laura the voice in my head tells me I can
I can never speak what
@RecoveringFlower same. I cant tell people whats wrong because I dont want to disappoint them or seem ungrateful.
Im afraid of being alone
Doing anything, really!
caused me to shut myself from everyone in real life
One way my fear holds me back is I stay in my house away from people. My fear holds me back because I can't get medical help I need because of fear etc....
...that I (almost) never get anything done where I don't know how to do it from the start.
Just the feeling that I'm still lacking knowledge for the task is enough to send me into a spiral of "What if I never understand it", "I can't do it", "They are all going to think I'm stupid", "Nobody will want to explain anything that simple to me", "I'll never understand it" ...
This is especially a ton of "fun" since I'm a student, so most assignments go like this for me. It ends up with me doing them last minute in a poor quality. But it affects other parts of my life too, e.g. cooking.
My fear to conflict holds me back from chasing my best performance, professional performance and thus money and working conditions I deserve.
I just don't feel good enough.
My fear keeps me from having a full life, one where I do the things I want to do instead of just daydreaming about them.
