One way my fear holds me back is.....
One way my fear holds me back is..
it keeps me from doinf things i want to do
from places i want to see
from people i want to meet
it keeps me from moving on and becoming a better person
it keeps me from going out in this world by telling me lies
of a world full of hurt and harm
danger and ill intended people
it keeps me from having meaningful relations
it keeps me from finding purpose
having insecure attachment issues sucks
It makes it difficult to reach out to people. As i just opened up to someone i look up too, but he misunderstood and made everything 10 times worse, so its hard to try and tell someone else
@idfcfml. That is awful. I am so sorry you had that experience.
One way my fear holds me back is.....I can't do anything. Afraid of everything. Going crazy and it is no fun.
That I'll be alone, again
I can't go swimming, i'm just too afraid...
Interacting with others
Meeting more people or doing things I'll ultimately enjoy
My fear and anxiety has pretty much held me back from doing anything recently I am unable to drive, or barely even leave my house at all for that matter. I am terrified of people.
I can't go back to work because I have panic attacks and I'm afraid of humiliating myself in public
I worry others won't have the time for me I require and it goes the other way too, I worry I won't be able to give others the time they need. Having both in my mind makes it hard to reach out, but often you find if you make the first move then both sides are taken care of.
Funny old world, isn't it 
Thats why I dont pursue friendships. I dont have the energy to put into them. Having someone depending on me for anything would throw me into a panic. It sad though, because Im lonely.
