One wish I have for the future is....
To have everything I need to survive. Be drug free and to see my daughter's again 1 day especially Kallie.
To not be captive to everyone else's expectations
TO BE AN AWESOME YOUTUBER THAT WILL GO VIRAL AND EVERYONE SUBSCRIBES TO <3
I searched for my birth father for over 20 years. Found out a couple weeks ago he committed suicide many years ago. Now anxiously waiting to find out if my half sibling will want to meet or make any kind of contact. I hope to learn about my birth father and his family and I hope they are kind to me.
To find true happiness and endless contentment
To stop feeling deprived when I choose to eat healthy. I hate lusting over foods I shouldn't have. I hate watching my room mate eat them. I hate the purely psychological hunger I feel for unhealthy comfort foods.
To stop self-harming when things get rough (especially stress).
I have an idea for a book series I really want to write one day. I also want to find a career I enjoy rather than just having a job.
To come out
@QueerChristianTeen when you are ready you will know. And when you do just take the leap and don't look back. It might be hard for a while but once you are honest with yourself and everyone else in your life you will feel much better and have much healthier relationships. This is a very personal choice of when to come out. I'd reccommend doing it sooner than later when you are ready though because I waited almost 30 years to finally show the world who I am. I'm gentle on myself in my thoughts for waiting so long, but I also wish I would've shown my friends and family who I was much sooner in life. It just feels great being yourself fully!! We all deserve that! I wish you the best of luck! Know that the people in you life who love you will love you reguardless of who you are.
Need to finish school and get my career started!
