Wanting to be alone

I feel this way since my eczema flared up and it made me feel horrible. I knew my job was slowing down. Now to at I think about it... it needed to happen. To balance everything out. This is how it happens even when working for self. It gives space to let my other jobs breathe so I am not in a spiral of emotions. *Exhales* 😪😪😤😤 I have been a bit on edge since not having the funds to get adulting done. I just want to sit on a beach and breathe and listen to the ocean. Let it all go and just be. That type of moment just to be still/present in self and nature. Everything is so close to what I really need/want. Trusting myself and the process. Just feels kinda tough yet I will get thru it.