Within and outside of my control
3.24.23
I worry. I feel anxious. There is a shake in my mind. The not knowing. The part that I have to have everything figure out. I just have to. Even the things that I cannot control. I know it is idiotic, but my mind and the feeling are not in tone.
Today, I have to coordinate a contractor/service for a client. This has been in the work for a while. I am worry about the scheduling of the service and how this will conflict/how I will need to adjust when I do my service to accommodate this one-time contract service. I think I have an idea but I am worry things may not work out. I know it is out of my control yet I feel this anxiety of pessimism.
@Mdreaming101
I know many cannot control the worry ...
not sure if it will help but i used to be almost paralyzed by the what ifs .............especially with scheduling items.... sometimes things do not work out or things come up ........ most all things can be rescheduled ....
most people just do the best they can with setting up schedules ......... many times things work fine but the worry about if it does NOT work is there until the item is finished..... i think others look and think everyone else has no issues in setting these things up but everyone i know has this type anxiety.
