Women are super scary
Women are super scary, when I go out, I freak out just by seeing a woman I like in the street, I try to not see, but just if she turns her head away from me, I will think she hates me with just a 3 seconds reaction of some stranger girl... then this might make me depressed even more... If a girl looks at me, I get in panick attack mode, I might get sad, cause I know nothing will ever happen, I might get confused cause I think men are expected to know what to do and to take the led, but this might even agitate me even more. The other day a girl I liked stared at me, I dont know why in the hell had such a bad reaction, like I looked at her platform shoes, and I think wow, with those shoes she must have back issues, and why would I choose a girl who can choose proper shoes that enable her to walk properly, I mean I liked the girl, and I stared kinda with disgust at her, then she went away... 
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I hate that the pressure of everything falls into men
@okeyyyy
I have the exact same perspective with men. Is not about everything about falling into women or men. Sometimes our anxiety blocks our rationality and makes us struggle.
Remember that women are humans, they're just like you. No better or worst. If it helps try to talk to some women to help, maybe family? Like a mother or a sister if you have it. There's alot of great women out there just give them a shot. I'm sure things will get better. Good luck.
@Booklover95 my mother is a selfish person who i will never want to talk to .... she is super fake, and whenever i try to talk about something deep like emotions and stuff she either freaks out, or says some random stuff... plus since she always plays the victim role and she will do anything to keep me in her reach... plus i dont wanna talk to her.... plus i dont like family...
Yeah, you are right, anxiety could our judgement, 
