my life was a mistake
i should never have been born
why would i be born? i was cursed with social anxiety at birth
now look
im friendless, no friend experience, never had anyone who cared about me, everywher ei go im hated and unwanted, even when i tried hard to make firends and act like i didnt have social anxiety and worked out, i was still always rejected
and i have no hope
i am on my last straw
i can no ttake this anymore
@ahhlo
I can relate how awful social anxiety is and how bad it feels when our efforts are rejected too
I am glad you tried and you try even if it is hard
What makes you feel better?
Try to remember a time you felt genuinely happy, what was it like? What made you happy?
@Optimisticempath
ive never been happy before, even in pre school i had no friends and had to wait in the corner of the classroom untl my parents would pick me up
only thing thatmakes me feel remotely comfortable is daydreaming, i pretend that i have friends and have that they like talking to me
but i cant always daydream cus sometimes it doesnt work and i can tell im daydreaming and it just makes me feel 100x worse
At times we can all feel as if our life was a mistake. We have so many things wrong with us we begin to wonder how on earth someone can successfully live like this. Connecting to people and therapists via 7 cups is a step in the right direction. I am proud of you in your searches of finding that hope.