so sick of being alive
ill always be friendless, im the most unwanted person of all time
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Hi @ahhlo 💜
I know this feels so bad right now. You're in pain, you feel unwanted and hopeless.
I promise it's not going to be like this forever.
7Cups listeners aren't trained to deal with these thoughts, but there are people who are ready and willing to help support you. (Clickable link)
Sending so much warmth and support 💜🌿
-Elliot
@WarmLightXO i wont call the hotline, never. they are just paid to talk to me, they don't actually like me at all they dont even know me, i also cant do 1 on 1 talks especially on the phone
its not fair that i was born with social anxiety and everyone rejected me and hated me for it
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@ahhlo
i'm so sorry to hear that you're feeling this way :( it's extremely challenging to feel as though we are pointless.
thank you so much for reaching out for support today, it can be very hard to open up and i really admire you for doing this and you are not alone. however, 7 cups is not a crisis site, so we are unfortunately unable to provide the best support you deserve during this time. i've edited some content of your post as per our community guidelines (rule #18 under general guidelines). i understand you are going through something that’s really scary and difficult, and i care about you and want you to be okay, so i am going to refer you to this page where you can find some resources and so you can get the very best support and care you deserve. please feel free to reach out to a crisis site you can find on 7cups.com/crisis to get the very best support you deserve ❤️ wishing you nothing but the best!
@EmmaE i will never call the hotline, i only can post on 7cups, its the only place i have to go
@ahhlo
i'm sorry to hear that :( 7cups.com/crisis provides some more information and links to learn more about suicidal ideation and how to cope with it. unfortunately, as mentioned, since 7 cups is not a crisis site, our listeners are not trained to provide support with those types of thoughts. you do not have to contact a crisis line if you don't want to and it is ultimately up to you, but i am sure that the numerous lines would be more than happy to support you during this time. i hope you're able to get the support you deserve in one way or another and the resources linked will be of help ❤️
