(Figuring this app out, be patient please)
I'm dealing with depression and being unmotivated. I have to be an adult and I'm not cut out for it. I hate having to take meds. I love my job and love my boyfriend, but I can't seem to feel consistently happy. I dread work even though it's fun and now I'm feeling less motivated while I'm at work, which sucks. (I work at an arcade with hyper kids, grumpy adults, and stubborn machines - energy is neccessary) Indifference is affecting my love life too. So, that's where I'm at, for those that actually read messages this long.
@AshNickles It is a tricky app but you posted!
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@AshNickles Adulting is hard. I try to avoid it whenever I can :p
I don't think I've been consistantly happy for a very long time - I'm not even sure that's a real thing, maybe it's just a fantisy we tell ourselves. But getting out of bed and going to work each day? keeping up your relationships? You are awesome. No-one but you knows what you're really going through, and you're getting through it just the same. Go you!
I absolutely feel the lack of motivation and indifference in my own life. I have a great job as a video game tester, but I can't seem to want to do the work (obviously not just playing games). My fiancee works for the same company and used to have the same position when he started out, so he sees me feeling compelled to sleep in, and being disinterested... And he gets so upset with me. I'm having trouble figuring out why I always seem to be so unhappy.
