What do you hate about yourself?
Depression is bizarre in how in alters the way we think. We may know logically that it is our depression making us think this way but knowing that doesn't invalidate it. So write down what exactly you hate about yourself, let it all out. Once you do look back at what you wrote. Hopefully documenting your thought process will make it easier to work through your issues. Plus we will all be here to help.
Really now...
I hate my personality. I hate all that I stand for and every fiber of my being. In a world where every comment is on how its what's on the inside that counts is the only phrase promoted I am left as just another empty shell in a sea of many. When you hate yourself for being through life that isnt that bad and still breaking at the slightest sounds you learn to despise every action you make. When you hate yourself for who you are instead of how you look people see it as a lucky star as you can change your personality a lot more easily. But if that personality is driven from your past, it is harder to alter. Someone once told me that I need to understand that death is apart of life, and forgive me for not being smart enough at 13, but I couldn't understand that. That person was 25 years older than me.
@Kate00789 people are assholes, you should ignore them 97 percent of the time
I hate everything!
honestly..... i hate that i let such toxic people into my life for so long, and never heeded the red flags.
@dworth257
You are not alone.
I hate the fact that I'll do anything to fit in even if I know I shouldn't be doing it. I hate how I pretend that my life's something that it's not and that I let people walk all over me and won't stand up for myself whenever they say something that hurts me, I hate that im not strong enough to do that and I never will be because I care more about staying friends with everyone than standing up for myself. I hate that I feel so alone but I'm never strong enough to ask for help. I hate that my life's turned into something that I told myself it never would and now I don't know how to stop it. I hate how I've lost friends that cared about me because they know that I went down the wrong path and made mistakes. I hate how I keep making mistakes and I hate how I find it so hard to find happiness.
I hate that I don't even know who I am. I hate that I make everything to be the perfect daughter, the perfect friend, the perfect sister... And that I always fail. I hate that I don't even feel like I'm existing. I hate my mood swings. I hate how other people see me, even if I'm the cause of this version of myself. I that I am too afraid to talk about what's wrong, and too afraid to talk about how I'm feeling
everything, everyone. im so tired. why cant we just live alone
@easyIdea8210
where not meant to live alone. We are meant to be in unity. That Hopelessness/helplessness is debilatating ( I know it). What is eating you up inside must not continue. You deserve to live llfe to the fullest. We were put here on this Earth, put here to feel joy..not to be blue .
For starters...I hate that I am gay, I hate that I feel the need to be someone else. I hate my past. I hate my afflictions. I hate the emptiness inside mixed with pain.
I hate how I can't come out of my comfort zone to meet friends, to meet a potential husband, and that I'm trapped in my own world..~
@Jaeteuk, I feel the same way.
I hate that no matter how hard I try, I feel I fail at all things.
Idk if I set way too big goals or I don't try enough but I really have been failing alot