Idk am scared I can't study I am getting irritated to every single sound so am listening to music in headset set . I have lot to study I don't have consistency I am scared
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nothing. i feel empty. i feel alone. i feel numb. sometimes i feel sad. other times happy but i never know if it’s real happiness or i was pretending. today wasn’t a bad day tho. it was okay. i was okay. i think so. i didn’t have the crushing weight on my chest. i could breathe easier. my mind wasn’t foggy. i even managed to do my homework. so i count today as a success. a peaceful day.
tired of trying to be happy i guess. i think i’m in a bit of a weird spot with my family and i’m sick of it. i know there’s this person i want to be who is in tune with the way she feels but i don’t know if i can be that person while i live with my family. acknowledging the way i feel around them feels counterproductive and i guess it’s just kind of disappointing to believe this is how it’s gonna be till i leave here? i was able to be that person for a while while suppressing my feelings about my family around my family. i don’t want to hate my family because obviously that’s not fun but it’s not on me that they have done things to make me hate them. i don’t want to hold grudges because that’s what they think i’m doing but it’s not grudges it’s this deep hurt and i can’t help but hold them accountable for that in my heart. really i just feel confused about it all
thanks for asking. how about you?
Quite overwhelmed really
Nothing I haven’t in months
Nothing I haven’t in months