I never knew
Tw) just in case, imagine hearing a bird for the first time but not knowing what a bird is or where that sound is coming from. Hearing the bowling wind and pouring rain. But not understanding what they are. The bangs of fireworks but you can't see the colours and you don't what a firework is. The same with thunder and lightening. It's all actually really really scary. 18 years later, able to see and learn and experience theese things knowing what they are. It's strange I'm 23 now and not so scared of the things I didn't know back then. It's another stormy day here. It just got me thinking back, to the past😥 thinking is not good for my brain
@Tinywhisper11 *hugs you and offers you and apple 🍎 I'm so sorry you went through this. It's ok to feel the way you do. It shouldn't have ever happened to you. We are here for you 💜
@sadcat13 a red apple 😳 cautiously takes it! Nom nom 😋 ok I don't think it was poisonous😛 thanks kitty ❤ I love you ❤
@Tinywhisper11 it's a very good one from the market. They are delicious 😊
@Tinywhisper11
Lola
Your doing great on your path in this life despite all your challenges from the past.....Just know your loved by so many here, keep looking forward and creating art. . 🎨🖌️
You have a lot of 💕 love and kindness in you to share. Keep being awesome and those scary thought will pass .
Best always
ABB 💜🤗
@amiableBlackberry92 🙂🤗 ok ❤ I'll try my best always ❤❤ gives you a giant tiny hug ❤
@Tinywhisper11
As you experience the world you never knew existed, I hope you have plenty of opportunities and feel comfortable enough to:
🤓 ask lots of questions
🌈 gaze in wonder at all the beauty in nature
🌤️feel the gentle summer breeze and warm raindrops on your face (but you'll have to wait for summer for that one)
🎨express yourself with your art
🌻explore the world around you with curiosity and fascination
💜make friends with the people you meet here and in person
💛 learn to trust
🐰 feel safe
🐴 and learn everything you can about everything that interests you
@GoingInCircles365 I do all of those😁 the world is indeed a beautiful and magical place ❤❤ gives you a giant tiny hug ❤ thanks sweetie ❤
It sounds like you've been through a challenging journey of understanding and processing sensory experiences. Discovering and comprehending these sensations for the first time without context or understanding can indeed be overwhelming and frightening. You've shown incredible resilience in adapting and learning, and your ability to process these experiences is commendable. Remember, it's okay to seek support or take breaks when needed to care for your mental well-being.
@rebeccastgo ❤❤ thankyou ❤❤ that was very sweet of you to say ❤
@Tinywhisper11 You're welcome. If you need to talk, feel free to message me anytime!
@rebeccastgo ok thankyou ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11
Tiny, I was scrolling through communities and I just read about your history.
I just see you commenting and sending positive words to everyone, even after the *** that you had to went through so many years. I wanted to tell you that I really admire you, your willing to live is really incredible.
I think we would be really good friends but probably we live like in opposite sides of the world! hahaha. But this community can help to stay in touch, obviously if you want to.
I hope the weather gets better there, i get scared of thunders and loud noises too :(
Big hugs and wishing you a really good week!
@sabriemotions btw i'm sabrizappa but i changed my username!!
@sabriemotions aww thanks sweetie ❤ I'd love to be friends ❤ and yes I knew it was you, your baby boy in the pfp ❤❤thanks for your kind words, hugs you tightly ❤
@Tinywhisper11
Oh Lola, your story is so heartbreaking to me. Honestly you deserve so much better. I know there are scary things in life, trust me storms make me hide in tiny corners. Did you know we have a thing called thundersnow?? It's so scary. But there are also flowers and bunnies. I know storms bring you back to the past lovely, but we are here for you. We can be scared together. Stay in the present lovely ❤❤❤ as hard as that is, you have to try. I love you so much. Sending you the biggest most protective hugs
@AvyIsKing hugs you back ❤❤ thanks sweetie ❤ I love you ❤
@Tinywhisper11 hi again lovely human :>🩷 I can imagine it being really scary >: I don’t think it’s strange that you’re not scared anymore :0 you’ve grown so much and learned a lot and remember- you’re stronger than graphene😁😛 I haven’t had storm where I am for a while :0 mhm thinking can have a positive and negative impact tho ! think about how far you’ve come, the amazing person you’ve grown to be :> everything you’ve learnt, everyone you’ve made feel better 😁❤️ everyone you’ve made laugh / smile :) I’m so sorry about what you’ve had to go through in the past ): but I’m also so happy it’s in the past and so so sooo proud of you and the vvv amazing person you are now :>
also I just found out about this but did you know there are different types of thunderstorms ? 😂 “towering cumulus” “mature stage” “dissipating stage” idk why I find it so funny 😂😂
I’ve also noticed that every time I reply to one of your old forum posts everyone else starts replying :0 since by replying I make it show on the more recent posts in the community section :3 you’re welcome hehe ;3 /j
* sending tight warm hugss* I love youuu sooo muchh 🩷🦑 ( the octopus felt fitting 😁❤️)
@iloveyouxx haha! Those storms have such unfortunate names😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 I just realised we are both really immature😂😂😂😂 peacock😁 yes go through all my posts and leave messages, so everyone can give me lots of hugs😁 I like hugs ❤❤ I still haven't looked up what graphene is yet🤔🤔🤔 I love you iloveyou ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11 mhm very unfortunate😭😂😂😂 hehe it’s ok tho I like being immature 😁😂 btw don’t you agree that this emoji is so underrated⇒🐛 come on I can’t be the only one😭😭😂 I like hugs too :0❤️ hold on I’m gonna send all the hugs cause why not hehe😁 * comforting hugs* * safe hugs* * warm hugs* * tight hugs* * 🧠🧠🧠🧠* yeah I’ll put more when I remember 😁 I love you more🩷 and you can call me nadia hehe :3 or give me a nickname- I like nicknames :0 from now on I’m calling you- bobo2 😁 because I already nicknamed someone bobo😂 but from now on you’re bobo2 : D ( until I can think of something better ) *sending more hugs* ❤️
@iloveyouxx Nadia is a pretty name ❤ but I'm crap with names so I may have to call you yogi bear 😁 and personally I think this sign is underrated & look it's like someone's dragging his buttocks across the floor & & & look at him to & & & & 😂😂😂😂😂
@Tinywhisper11 😂😂😂 wth😂😂😂😂 hehe I like yogi bear 😁 look at this turtle sipping apple juice :0 🧃🐢 * cheers for turtle * 🧃🐢 want one ? 🧃😁
weeeeeeeeeeee🦛🦛🦛🦛🦛🦛🦛🦛🦛🦛🦛🦛🦛🦛🦛😁
I like that emoji⇒🦛 : P
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@iloveyouxx 😂😂😂😂😂😂 I think your brain might need to be tested at some point😂😂😂😂😂😂😂❤
@Tinywhisper11 hey ! 😂😂😂😂😂 that’s meannn 😂 it’s a nice emoji ! 🦛🦛🦛🦛🦛🦛🦛🦛🦛🦛🦛 you’re the one that went⇒ & & & & & 😂 your brain might need to be tested too 😂😂
❤️😂
@iloveyouxx my brain has been tested 😞results were wierd, I got a positive on my IQ test, but my covid test came back as 63. Confusing ya?
@iloveyouxx yes- you are actually 😭 explain please lol :’3
@iloveyouxx so basically I'm thick😁 but I prefer the term brainalogically challenged😎
Just hugs ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
@PatienceImpatiens hugs pat ❤❤❤ I love you ❤ cute pfp btw ❤
@Tinywhisper11
I have to be honest, but I think you are a fantasist. I am under no illusion that your life is far from ideal, however, I don’t think soliciting sympathy via outlandish stories is appropriate. It just reminds me of Carl Beech. Google him.
@Milo19 🙁 I take it you don't know much about cults and slavery
@Tinywhisper11
On the contrary, I do, but there are too many things that don’t add up….
Even from the medical and practical standpoint…
I recognise that you very likely do have some form of physical disability and are socially isolated, however I don’t find feel that cosplaying your trauma and/or emotional distress is appropriate, especially when it impacts others. It’s almost like you have to trump everyone and that feels wrong when it’s a community founded off mutual respect.
If you came clean, I feel people would still support you, as long as you explained the reasons why you felt you needed to do this. I have been floating around here since 2014, and it feels like you treat it like a social network when that’s not the point. Trust me I am not the only one feeling this way. Your experiences are still valid and should be validated, but please stop fantasising.