Loneliness be like
Sometimes, I really wish that I had somebody close to me. Everybody is far away and nobody seems to understand or relate to me at a deeper level. Kinda exhausting sometimes.. on top of that I can't trust anybody enough to get close within a short time cause some people just love to backstab and I can't retain people with me for longer than some short time, since everybody is too busy doing their own thing rather than being there for each other and socializing.
@Axzear
I am surrounded by people yet feel alone. I have close friends, but feel misunderstood. I want to explore my feelings deeply, but no-one seems prepared. Everyone feels a little numb, if not entirely absent. Am I wrong for feeling? Should I just succumb to darkness like so many others?
That is until I found this place. I've seen a spark here I never thought could exist. People with passion, with feeling, with experience I can relate to. I will likely never meet any of them, but it makes me feel seen. Makes me feel human.
So I share my story, I write my heart out, I help where I can and ask for what I need. It feels like collaboration, like cooperation, and it may well be here that humanity begins to truly shine.
I'm not saying there's no-one in real life. There must be! So I'm putting myself out here, hoping to the horizon and beyond, that I will form connection.
For I, like you, want and need closeness, understanding. It's not much, but at least we can be alone together.
Yeah I guess it's good in that way at least, hopefully we'd be able to find and get what we truly need. It's great that at least we're not alone in this.
@Axzear
i feel the exact same way , it’s hard to trust open up & get close especially when you’ve been burned but I still choose to believe that their are ppl or someone out there for everyone
Hopefully so.. sometimes it feels tiring, not having somebody which almost everyone else seems to have
@Axzear you and me both friend , trust me youre not the only one 😔
Hopefully it'll get better for us, I guess not being along makes it quite reassuring. I don't wish for fancy stuff, I just wish for genuine connection with somebody good
@lovingCup504
I wish I could believe that there is someone out there for everyone. Its a beautiful fantasy to think about, but reality is…unfortunately, not everyone is able to find that “someone”. It’s just how it is.
@Axzear
I can relate. I am struggling to form connections with people myself very much. Noone seems to find me interesting and I feel like people just forget that I exist. But…oh well. I am learning to get used to it and kinda embrace being alone constantly. It’s hard at first but I believe your mind can eventually come around to not think about it as much.
Yeah been there, it still feels bad sometimes when you realize there's nobody. You can improve the people finding your interesting part tho, I wasn't social and likeable either and people used to forget me too.. I guess you just have to be good with people, and it'll work out at least better for you.. it worked out better for me after I was a little better with people although it didn't fix things wholly.
But I believe that if we wait enough and keep searching then we'll find somebody worth and everything will be worth it at the end.. even if it takes quite long.