Struggling
I'm Mango. I'm at really dark place in life. I spend nost of my days sitting on the bed of our bedsitter that I share with my noisy nanny. No matter how much I feel like I've fought, like I've moved on, like I've reached a new begginning, I keep feeling like I'm back in the same mudpit I've been trying to come out of for forever. Every now and then I get this depressive feeling of being lost and out of touch with reality. Really dark place I don't wanna be in. Hope someone understands.
@Mango33
Yeah i can understand :( i'm sorry to hear that you're in a very dark place in life right now. Life is full of ups and downs though, and the only constant thing in life is change. No happy situations last forever, but no sad situations last forever too. And you have enough strength to overcome all your hardships
Sending you lots of support 🫂
Thankyou Pink, that means a lot
@Mango33 Hey, I know exactly how it feels to be stuck in that pit. I've been in a frustrating cycle that made me feel like I was ready to do what I wanted, but I ended up disappointed and a bit ashamed of myself when it felt like I was still wasn't able to move on. Know you're not weak for feeling this way, and everyone has their reasons for being how they are. I hope that soon you'll get on that upward trajectory, or I hope you have the time to get some real rest. Best of luck.
Thank you so much
Welcome to the club you not alone. I am happy 1 hour then I get depressed the following hour it keeps on going. I hope it will end soon but who knows. I do know I am getting more energy out of helping people. Perhaps try that?