You want to break. I understand 💜
Hey Community :)
Some days feel too much to bare. The burden. The weight. The pressure. It's all let out on you. Yet we crave and yearn for a break, for it all to end, to run away, to get away from our situation and run super far. We yearn to be able to smile again or to be "me" again. We wish we had friends like everyone else does, we wish our parents loved us because you can't remember one day they said they "loved you", we wish we could have done something we didn't do. We wished we worked harder for the exam so we could have got better grades. We feel guilty for our depression, because the stigma's around mental health in society have an affect on the way we think.💚
I get it. This road we travel in is so complicated, so rocky, we try to move in the right direction, hoping for the sun to rise one day yet all we see is darkness in a big scary world. 💙 You can't see anything because you have been blinded by the trauma and the darkness , so you think no one is there. You think no one cares. You want to give up and scream. You want to break everything. You want it all to stop.
Deep breaths buddy. I know. It hurts. 💛 But your here. And you have made it this far. Don't turn back. Its not the end💚
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 ❤❤❤gives you a giant tiny hug ❤❤ thankyou for this post ❤
@Tinywhisper11
awww tinyyy! I love your hugs💜 you always the sweetesttt!💜 glad you enjoyed the threadd!
@amiableBunny4016 ❤❤❤
@amiableBunny4016
Thank you, Bunny!
So true!
Those feelings are very well described, we all can relate to and not feel alone while going through these kinds of difficult times. We are all together in this.
And your final words bring a very welcome "Whisper of Hope" and encouragement!
@HealingTalk
hey Marcelo,
uhh... Thank you! Your message means alot to me however are you replying to the wrong thread? "Whisper of Hope" was in my other thread . But anyways, its okay. I appreciate your message and i am sending you lots of *hugs if okay*
@amiableBunny4016
I was quoting you!
All you say in different posts makes sense as a whole.
You are the best!
@HealingTalk
Ah I see! Sorry my mind just went back lol. 🙃💜 thank you so much! 🥺You always so sweet! You is also the best!
@amiableBunny4016
I am glad to see that the issue with the Forum Supporter badge was fixed.
I hope you had a good weekend.
My PM is always open to you. You can message me at any time. If I am online, I will answer immediately. If not, I will answer you as soon as I can.
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@HealingTalk
Thank you so much! 💜🥺🌈
@amiableBunny4016 Awww... Bunny, that is so so relatable. You are doing so much to make us feel less alone. You're making such an amazing effort for all of us. Thank you so much for this post, Bunny. ❤
Every day I wish all of this would end, I am tired. I wish I had friends to talk to so I didn't have to sit alone during breaks. I wish I had supportive parents, loving parents. They may tell me that they love me, but I don't believe them, because if they did, they'd take how I feel more seriously and stop making me feel bad about how I look. I wish I could stop worrying about homework, and exams, I honestly wish I could leave school. I wish I could learn how trusting someone feels.
The road is hard, it's as if we are lost in the wilderness, in a dense forest in the monsoon. We hardly see any sunlight because it's blocked by the rain. We feel lost in the dark, cold forest. It becomes scary with all the wild animals in there. We feel as if we are in a forest where no one has been before, and we trust that nobody is there with us. We trust that nobody knows where we are. We trust that we are alone. Sometimes we think about that cliff, but we somehow move forward hoping we'd be able to get out of that forest someday, thinking of the long way we've come.
That's what's going on in our heads. It could be a bright sunny day outside, but there still can be darkness inside. We think we're alone, but millions of people have been through or are there right now in a similar forest in their heads. It's okay, and we are not alone. ❤
@exuberantBlackberry9105
Hey there Blackberry,
Its lovely to see you here . Thank you so much! your so sweet and lovely! I am so glad that I could make some people feel less alone at dark times. Thank you for being so appreciative. Your amazing ❤
I hear you about being alone and having no one. It can be really isolating and difficult to be alone at school/outside. And it can be especially stressful inside our own head/thoughts 💙 I am really proud of you for opening up and you are being really brave lovely.
Aww, it is difficult to have unsupportive parents :( I am sorry to hear you feel like they don't love you. It can be really hurtful when no one takes you seriously at all. You deserve to be heard and loved my friend. I really do hope things get better. 💜 *sending hugs if okay*
Exams/school work and homework is honestly so so stressful :( and I am not saying that because I have to , its because I can relate. The amount of work sometimes can be so overwhelming and stressful and can have a huge impact on our mental health lovely. 💚 I hear you. And honestly, its important we look after ourself and take breaks 💙 (I know its said easier than done my friend). We take it one step at a time.
I love what you said about forest, and not seeing any sunlight. ❤ it can be really dark when we are in that place and whether we feel scared, alone or stressed out, its important we take deep breaths. One step at a time. What you said about feeling like being all alone and that no one is there is totally valid my friend . At times in our life we do feel alone but there are so many people out there struggling💜 We work through this together.
Your an inspiration my friend and I am wishing you all the best. Thank you for your wonderful contribution and keep going! I believe in you! *sending hugs if okay* You got this buddy! ❤
Love,
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 Heyyy Bunny, I'm so sorry for my late reply. It's lovely to see you too. You're amazing and I am proud of you for trying to help others feel better. ❤️
It is difficult to have to sit alone in school, especially in the beginning when my friend stopped talking to me. But I'm getting used to it and it is become slightly less stressful. It's hard to deal with unsupportive parents as well, and it's hard when they don't take me seriously, but there's nothing I can do other than just put up with it. Thank you so much for your support, Bunny. *hugs back if okay*
I think we can all relate to exams and school being stressful. The amount of homework we get is overwhelming and it's tearing our mental health apart. It's especially hard when you were once the one getting full marks in exams and you have those high standards from parents lingering around. But it's not easy for anyone. We've all been there.
I'm glad you agree with how I feel about the forest. It's not always like we don't see any sunlight, it's just not something that happens often. But so many people have been in that forest and we aren't alone there.
Thank you so much for the supportive message and I wish you all the best too. Keep going, we believe in you. ❤️
@exuberantBlackberry9105
Hey buddy ,
Sorry for the late reply <3 Your so kind. Thank you so much! I'm really proud of you!
I am glad its getting less stressful but I also understand being alone can be really difficult when we are stuck inside our own head with no one to talk to. You got this friend.
Its totally understandable about unsupportive parents. :( i am sorry you have to put up with it. Proud of you for being here💙 Of course, I am here for you :) you got this buddy! *hugs if okay*
Homework can be really overwhelming and the work load can be too much , and I hear you about exams and high standards 💛 Its really important to know that its so strong of you to have acknowledged that your struggling and feeling upset :( Its not easy at all and your completely right.
I hope things get better buddy.
I understand that there is not always sunlight my friend. But you know what?
In the night sky, where its all dark, there are always stars. And I know life at this point is really hard and dark 💜 I hope you find light or at least little cracks of light. And like you said, there are so many people in this forest. We aren't suffering alone <3
Aww! Its okay! <3 I am glad I could support you and always here in forums to help the best I can! 💚 You got this buddy! Your so caring! And it really shines!
Bunny💜
Thank you, Bunny. Every sentence you wrote, I noticed myself nodding to them. Everything is so true. A lot of us feel depressed and lonely, especially when some of us don't have the support from family or friends.
Speaking for myself, I think because I had been so used to family not being supportive that I don't believe/trust others when they are trying to care about me. Thinking that they are just pretending, like usual small talk conversing. Yet, I long for someone's care, love, and support.
Thank you for the reminder that I am not alone in this.
@Jaeteuk
Hi there Jaeteuk,
It was lovely to read your response. I really do hear you on feeling depressed and lonely, and it can be real isolating when we don't have much support :( Then we often bottle up our feelings and it can feel really out of control. 💜 I am really proud of you for coming here!
I hear you. Sometimes we have unsupportive people around us and that can make it real difficult to talk to people :( And I understand the knock on effect on trusting and believing people and yes, we do often think they are pretending to care. You have been really brave by sharing this and I am really proud of you. It does take alot of courage. And of course, we can build on trust and slowly grow together. We take our time and step by step.
Trust is very difficult and your feelings are valid especially when you have got so used to being around unsupportive people :( You don't deserve that my friend. And of course, we are humans. We all want to be loved, respected and supported and whether we are an adult or a teenager (like myself!) we long for love and respect! and thats totally okay!
Everyone deserves love, respect and support and you do too! And of course, I am glad that I could put out that reminder 💛 Its my pleasure and of course, I appreciate your response :) You got this buddy!
Bunny
Bunny, thank you for your understanding. I find that my trust issues is a hindrance of building good relationships, whether that be normal friendships, with colleagues, or getting myself prepared to look for a significant other. I either trust someone too easily (then get hurt), or I don't trust them at all, and the depression just makes those experiences impact my life more deeply with a negative lasting impression.
@amiableBunny4016
@Jaeteuk
Buddy I totally hear you 🙃 I can relate too. Honestly, trust issues have been a barrier to creating relationships/friendships. And it's just a really difficult and sticky situation to be in :(
Especially when you are tired of getting hurt and it comes to a point where you just don't like or trust anyone at all. Its like.. you don't want to be alone but you don't want to cause chaos either 💜
Its valid to have trust issues especially after being through so much 🥺 and trust is hard. Its hard to be around people or to make friends.
I think of trust like glass. Once people break it, you try out pieces back together. But it's never the same as it was. When your a kid you can literally trust anyone. Once you grow up a little this glass keeps breaking. And your trust is out into small pieces. 🥺 its really difficult to get out of this situation.
And it can make us feel lonely in a big scary world. It can make us feel like we are there by ourselves and it hurts.
I'm proud of you buddy 🙃 me hears you. You got this. Deep breaths. 💜
@amiableBunny4016
I have my exams today and i was really stressed
and also feeling sad and guilty for not doing well in the previous exams and this showed up✨😭
@neonFan4957
Ah Sorry for the late reply buddy 💛 I really hope your exams go super well! I can hear how stressful exams are 💛 I hear you about feeling guilty about previous exams, thats totally valid to feel that way. 💛
I am sorry previous exams didn't go well 💛 I am proud you are working hard and trying your best buddy! You got this! Thank you for sharing, I really hope exams become successful for you and wishing you all the best in the future! Always around in forums if you want to chat about it!
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016
Hey Bunny, you're not alone.
And, as you say... "you have made it this far" keep going
Sending you positive vibes. 😄 🤗
@RipeCranberry88
*sending positive vibes back* 💜 Thank you so much! Your so kind! I really appreciate you and I hope your doing okay 💛
@amiableBunny4016
great advice, which gives you, things. To look forward to. That there is light, at the end off the tunnel
@starryCandy6123
Awww! I love that! Thank you! Hope life brings more light going forward! 🌟🌟🌟
@amiableBunny4016 Thank You! Made my day!
@kaltain
I'm glad I could make your day just a little more brighter! ❤️Keep being awesome!
