Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
I just feel so empty and alone. Nothing I do is helping. I just want to sleep and not have to worry about anything.
@derailments
Sorry to hear that derailments
I understand your situation.
Have you tried the self-help guide of 7 cups on depression?
If you did, that's awesome
If you didn't, please think of it.
A little ashamed and disappointed in myself for not doing the best I could have done.
Yesterday turned out to be a terrible day. I was doing well then I had to let ex boyfriend know I would be getting my clothes etc at his place next week. He blew. He knew I was planning that day. A narcissist, gaslighting man. We were together nine years, emotional abuse was so there. I am not innocent, as my depression and bipolar weren't always nice, but he may have helped with that happening. He made it sound like we were separated as friends. He is trying to be the controlling jerk as usual. Why am I surprised. That is okay, I hold the titles to his boats in my name cuz of his past due child support for a 12 year old boy he has never met. He also knows I am picking up the internet router and satellite receiver as I have been paying those even after leaving in January. I will use those titles as my ticket to get my property. Then I am off to Mexico for 15 days.
I don`t feel depressed but i do sometimes in my episodes of my mind feeling like it`s going to overwhelm with all my thoughts kill myself.
I feel like I'm on the edge , things have calmed down a bit in my life but its too late
@peachSailboat2974 Hi there, I'm sorry to hear that, but it's never too late.. What are thouse few months or even years related to an eternity? Don't give up! We're with you
I feel numb and just so tired. I'm tired of bills, stressing over others health and relationships, working for money that I never see. I'm tired of living the life I live. I don't feel free.
I am highly depressed and disappointed because I thought today was going to be a good day. I cannot seem to find happiness or motivation in anything.
@IMJENN
I know today is really tough, especially when hapiness and motivation are all gone, but please keep going. Even if the good days don't come soon, you're important and good and we want you to keep going.
With love,
HeatherH11
Its been a long day. Too many fake smiles and forced laughs. Friends and family dont know how i really am. They will never know the real me no matter how hard they try to get to me. That chance for them was taken away long ago.
yeah I feel really depressed today too. school's just getting very stressful and that always triggers me
Today I feel super lonely, exhausted, and utterly meh.
@MerciIsScreaming i feel a mess ive let everyone down