When no one can undsertand why i feel sad about things that to them wouldnt be sad.
When I feel like I cant talk to anyone
@funnyHickory1388 you can talk to me. I know it's not the same as talking to someone you already know, but still.
Usually at night, or when third wheeling. I end up going to my bathroom to wait for it to be gone, most times I ended up hurting myself but now I have a friend that cheers me up without even trying, I also downloaded a mobile app called 'calm harm' that tells you alternatives to self-harming. It doesn't always work but it isn't that bad I guess, I still need to improve a lot
Usually at night, or when third wheeling. I end up going to my bathroom to wait for it to be gone, most times I ended up hurting myself but now I have a friend that cheers me up without even trying, I also downloaded a mobile app called 'calm harm' that tells you alternatives to self-harming. It doesn't always work but it isn't that bad I guess, I still need to improve a lot
When I'm home in this house. I'm lost. I don't know how I got to this point.
when listeners block me for no reason.! I never did anything wrong... are they really knowing who they are?? Can say bye or anything, not replying is better than blocking. happened 2-3 times today.
When people think I'm happy and inside I just have a little voice yelling, "How? How do you NOT see what I'm feeling? Tell me, seriously, I've got to be doing something right here?" I feel alone and in angst all at the same time. Worst. Feeling. Of. Loneliness. Ever.
I feel most alone in a crowd or social gathering. Im so out of place and have no idea how to talk to people. I dont get how others can just.. socialize. I feel most alone in these moments.
@Melwin15 I understand - I have Asperger's syndrome, a "mild" form of autism. Even though I may be academically brilliant, I have no clue how to socialise either and so I don't have many friends and people don't always understand me.
@Melwin15 I can relate to that ...
The fact that I have to hide the fact that I feel like I'm dying inside because I know that quite a lot of the teachers and other students don't understand and would really judge me if they knew I self-harmed and stuff. They would think that I was just attention seeking.
Luckily I have three other friends with depression who get it and we support each other, but my family don't understand the mood swings or why I just feel so overwhelmed all the time and start crying randomly.
I feel loneliest when I watch my husband on his phone, either texting or talking. Its pretty much all the time. I feel like Im only the mother to his children which does mean a lot. But we dont do anything together. I feel so lonely in the life.