One thing I am feeling sad about today is....

Physical pain

I am being kicked out of my apartment and I have not found a place to live yet. To make all worse I am struggling with back and wrist pain issues.

I lost my dog a week ago and then a good friend 5 days later. All while trying to move and start a new job.

My friend is using me... :/

I think I might be going through a long distance break up and all I want to do is cry all day and call them.

I've been telling myself a few lies recently rather than trying to figure out the real problem

Life in general

I'm just feeling very lonely lately and that the people around me don't want anything to do with me. I just wish someone cared.

The seeming futility of everything. There doesn't seem to be a point in anything I do because it won't matter. There's no improving my life, and even if I had a chance, how much time do I have before the general state of the world sinks too low for me to truly enjoy life? It's getting worse and worse, out there and in my own home. I can't even find a use for my hobbies, that are supposed to make me feel better. And the worst part of this is, I'm not even like this, typically. I don't dwell on how terrible and pointless anything is. My depression is just so high, higher than it's been in a while. I hate feeling like this.

@Laura I don't know anymore.