One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}

I'm sad that I am always alone and can't seem to connect with anyone. I would really like to find a loving husband, but I can't even get a date. I am sad that my life is not 'normal' and no matter how how I try I can't seem to make it 'normal'.

I'm sad that I seem to keep sabotaging my opportunities. I'm my worst enemy

I am sad that I am constantly betrayed and violated. I can't trust anyone, even my family. That really hurts! I have a difficult time sociallizing and verbalizing. which is painfully apparent. People can see my awkwardness and use it against me to make fun of me. People bully, use and manipulate me. I am sad that I can't trust anyone!

The thing that makes me sad is everytime someone says something nice to me, my brain contradicts the compliment. Making me feel worse about myself.

I am sad that people do not respect me! People do not respect my rights just as a human being! Am I a human?! People don't respect my PRIVACY, MY CHOICES, MY LIFE!! IDK, but maybe it is YOU WHO IS NOT HUMAN!

My eating disorder is out of control and today I self harmed in order to control my PTSD bc of childhood trauma. And I have no one to tell or all for help at the ED/ trauma program I'm in bc no one talks to me or even checks in with me and I am too ashamed and scared to say it in group.

I keep imagining about the future. I keep trying to make myself positive with hoping that the future will be better but I just... that

The fact that my kids don

I'm sad today because someone in my community took their own life and it makes me realize how real some of the things I think about are

I'm living thousands of miles away from my home and i cant go home anytime soon :(