One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}

My dear Mother is not alive it makes this day hell for me every year. Mom I miss you so much.

hurting Sonia

I thought a lot of my depression today.. ive been in my houe all day, even though its beautiful weathet today.

I hate my situation and my life, wished i got to start over with someone else.

That it is Mothers Day and mine is gone and I cant feel the joy of showering her with love and appreciation. I used love to cook for her and prepare her a bouquet on this day.

that i feel like i have nothing to look forward to even though i am on the edge of adulthood; and that i have so much to be grateful for and yet i am still sad

Miss my mother , especially on Mother's Day.

Trying to focus on the joyful parts of memories instead of the sadness....

not working.

That my life feels meaningless

I feel sad that I am still on self destruct, that I feel peace with the ultimatum Ive given myself. That when I reached for help I got stigma, police, threats of sectioning and no compassion which scared me to not ask for help again. Things get better or I give up, two decisions, polar opposite endings, Im sad that I feel so lost

Not being able to eat solid food, Clear liquid diet is the worst. But even worse is the nasty taste of the liquid laxative I must consume in my bowel prep kit for a Colonoscopy I have tomorrow. This is so nasty!

I'm really sad that my friends are falling apart. They are all struggling in some way and I feel really hopeless in the fight to help them and encourage them to stay strong and stay away from unhealthy vices.