One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}
I'm so lonely
@wellthatwaseasy
I feel the same way :(
I'm garbage.
@tluper6491
Maybe you are not garbage but you have to shift through mental debris ( garbage) to see who you really are?
That not everyone can be helped.
@HiMyNameIsJess
I agree.
I am one of the ones that can not be helped.
My inability to get anything done :(
I found out my friends are really enemies - they all turned on me and ganged up on me.
I am Alone.
@blissedNblessed
Much better alone with values than with hypocrites (been there, never want to go back !)
everything can't be perfect
I put out energy everyday to be a good friend. I know what it feels like when no one there to catch you -shitty and kinda scary really. Today I felt waves of heavy loneliness-was such a strange feeling. So I didnt just play victim to it I reached out to about 6 friends just to say hey. I dont share heavy stuff generally except for a few-chit chat works for me.
But this blew my mind! Not one got back in touch -not even a text. I dont ignore friends because It feels shitty. I have no idea what this lesson is teaching me today - my heart hurts with disappointment.
I still cant believe it -dang that sucks big.
@1Lotusflower
Im so sorry to hear that. We dont know each other but I just wanted to replay to you and let you know that you are important and mean something and havent deserved to be treated like this - no one does. I dont know if that helps a little bit or not but there are people who care about you and I dont want you to feel ignored.
the emeotional pain, it does not stop, it does not lessen. . I wake up in anguish - I go to sleep in angusih, I distract myself from anguish - so much that I am not really functioning. I can't live like this.
The inconsistency of my emotions, although it has remained low for the past month. Im also afraid of losing close friends because Im always spreading sadness to other peoples lives. They did not sign up for my bullsh*t...
@Skye1121
I have the same problem. I'm always afraid the people I love will leave me when they realise how messed up I am and how they wouldn't be able to handle me. At the same time, I push those same people away when they come too close because I know they'd only be disappointed in what they see. When people come too close to a broken person, they end up hurting themselves on the sharp edges of your broken heart and sooner or later, they become burdened by your depression and in a thousand pieces just like you.
@FindingMyLumos . I do the exact same thing. Been pushing people away so they don't see what I have become. I could have been the one that wrote your post. I feel just as you do.
@Skye1121I feel the exact same way. I am afraid of losing people because of my sadness. I am so sad all the time.
@Skye1121 because all of my friend are at different schools
@Laura Voices inside my head