One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}

MY CRUSH

I'm sick, and I'll never get better. Incurable struggle bus. With maintenance meds to cause incurable motion disorders, and high cholesterol/high blood pressure from metabolic syndrome. I'm high functioning...but that was a choice. My meds are literally killing me, but nowhere near as fast as not taking them. Sometimes a whisper into empty space is enough, and sometime it isn't.

Every part of my life feels hopeless. When I see what needs to be done to solve a problem, there's a brick wall blocking the way. I feel like I'm going to be stuck were I am forever, until I deteriorate.

I feel sad about how exhausted I feel.

I feel like I'll never live up to my potential and stay in this monotonous routine of unfulfillment and severe sadness.

feeling like a burden to my loved ones when I share my feelings and worry them

Missing my person, who doesn

I am sad about my view of myself, I feel like I

Being second to my boyfriends family

The weight of the world on my shoulders with no one to vent to.