One word I'd use to describe my depression is.....

suffocating

Heavy

disability to express yourself and keeping things in your heart and mind is called depression....

Tidal

Lonliness..

A hum. It's a him beneath the surface. I think it's gone some days, but other noises are just louder sometimes. But it's a hum that's always there.

Insidious

All consuming

@Laura

Agonizing

Crying.