One word to describe how I feel today is....
One word to describe how I feel today is....
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Better...(shyly, since I know it will not last...)
dizzy
@mikenai22 (sometimes I wish some of us were listeners or that after such a long time of demanding it, they would grant member 1-on-1 under the same safety rules as listener-member pm so I could ask you in privacy "why you are feeling dizzy?" and maybe you feel like answering...)
@OldSerendipityBoat
Hi Serendipity, I appreciate and am "trying to be" thankful for your kind thoughts.
To come up with a few possible reasons. - yes, probably i'm to blame. all these self-hurt
- Insufficient, Improper Rest/Sleep
- Over-Exercise? or Improper Training plan or Lack of rest days
- Mal-Nutrition? Alot are blaming my diet. I wont deny.
- Anorexia, ARFID, etc...
- Anxiety, Depression
- Stress, Not letting go
- Worries and Perfection
- Continous Living in my Fantasy World
- Not able to problem solve because not able to come to self-terms
- Not facing harsh reality out there
- well, there are certainly many more
@mikenai22
That makes us humans, the complexity of us all...a universe in each one of us with our struggles...someone looks at this collection of us, each one of us in their unicersal bubble of turmoils and has a hearty laugh and fun...
@OldSerendipityBoat
Hiaz Serendipity, all i can comment is that it hurts.
But its so sad that there is nothing I can do to "help" myself. - As in not the no solutions out there, but me not wanting to help myself
@mikenai22
Continous Living in my Fantasy World
I myself continuously live in myFantasy Worls, I am a dreamer and always will be...this reality wirld is most certainly not for me...
- Not able to problem solve because not able to come to self-terms
Maybe not problem solve for yourself but you certainly did for others like the Excel in my game...I wish and hope you will get to self-terms...peace...
- Not facing harsh reality out there. Facing that "reality out there" kills our souls...
Thank you for writing Mike, I can only begin to glimpse what you are going through...I can only admire you for your self analysis, introspection, intelligence and care for others when you yourself are not well...
STUCK, on a rut.. ..
Lonely
Empty
Alone
Fabulous!
Betrayed.
https://Anchorfm/golden-boyI AM REALLY DOING GREAT, I FIND MYSELF ENTERTAINING WITH WORDS, GREAT SCALE OF INFLUENCE OF ME AND MY DAY TO, CARRY ON POSITIVE UNDERSTANDING AND VIBE TO HELP YOURSELF AND A POSITIVE OUTLOOK FOR A SUPPORTIVE TIME OF ALL OUR LIFES UNDERSTANDING TO ALWAYS DO AND SAY THE WRIGHT THINGS AMONGST US ALL ON A GOOD NOTE
