I am feeling a little sad this holiday season because......

It is another painful Christmas without love in my life. I miss my my late mother so much.....it was her favorite time of the year and she was so loving to spend it with. My heart breaks and aches.....I feel so old and unloved / unwanted.

My grandad has cancer and he just got rushed to the hospital for being dehydrated and weak and maybe having an infection. It's probably his last Christmas. 😢

I miss my little sister. She was only seven when she died and always loved the magic of Christmas.

I have no friends or anyone special to spend Christmas with.

The magic is gone for me, Christmas just feels very comcercialised nowadays, there's no spirit anymore, the magic is gone for me.

Because my family (parents, brother + sister-in-law) went away for a week to Palm Springs, enjoying the sun. They also had dinner with my Aunt and Uncle, plus my cousins (whom I haven't seen one of them for more than 20 yrs). With my company, we're not allowed to take any vacation time during the month of December. So, I was left out. My parents come back Christmas Day, but their flight isn't until 7pm. Which probably means that I'll be in bed before they come home, since I work an hour earlier for Boxing Day.

I've been very depressed for the week that I'm home alone. Had no appetite, eating only a meal once a day. I didn't really start eating until last night. Now, I'm trying to clear out the freezer of food as much as I can before my parents come home. Or else my mum will realize that I haven't been eating much!~

I am feeling a little sad this holiday because my mom died the day before Christmas eve. I didn't have enough money to buy enough christmas presents. So not everyone got an equal presents.

Im sad because my mothers leaving again and my grandmother is blind to my fathers violent ways

I am feeling a little sad because I am depressed.

Alone.

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