If I could tell my depression anything, I would tell it........
That i'm not sure I'd be anything without it.
It is my oldest and most constant companion, and I think that I am afraid of what life would be like without it.
@lili3208 Im going through the same thing. Im about to start on an antidepressant for the first time, but I really dont even know who I am without the depression. Its scary. But also sort of exciting.
You are an insidious thief and a liar. You have stolen my life, my hope, my joy, my potential, my self-worth. I want them back. I want you out. I am serving you an eviction notice. Don't think just because I have bad days that you're regaining ground and that I'll fall back into your arms again like other times. That was the past. I'm better educated, better equipped, more determined. I have weapons to use against you now. I'm actively acquiring more weapons to use against you every day. And I will not give up.
I thought wed agreed, youd only come round for a short visit when I played the sad songs!
I want to live my life in my own way - I realize you're a part of me, but don't keep me from what I want.
How long are you going to stay inside my mind ?
Im going to fight you now. Ive sat back and let you run things, and thats not going to happen anymore. I dont know what life is going to be like without you, Ive never been without you. But I think I need to see what its like without you.
I hate you for making me a completely different person than I was a year ago. My best friend left me because of you, and every time I talk to someone I
@Skye1121 Oh I can so totally relate. 
Not everything is as big as you make it. Stop enlarging situations. Your friends dont hate you, youre doing just fine, you are living your life the best you can and thats all that matters so just. stop.
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