One relationship in my life that makes me sad is......

My first love

dad

My mum makes me sad because she shows no sympathy for my illness

The one I have with my mother. Growing up I was raised by my dad and step mom. She abused me and we don't have a great relationship now. As an adult my mother is back into my life, but it's not the relationship you would imagine for a mother daughter. Just makes me sad I was never able to have those mother-daughter moments with either one of my moms. I try my hardest to make sure my daughter and I have a great relationship together and she has a role model to look up too.

The one Im in now, which is my marriage. I havent even been married for one year yet. Smh.

With my parents

My husband makes me feel small. I can

My ex boyfriend Tristen. We dated for a year and a half. We were in a long distance relationship. The beginning was great but then things turned to the worst. He would ignore me all the time and just treat me like I was an option not a priority. We lived 2 and a half hours away from eachother. I went to see him when I could when I wasn't working. During the whole time we were together he never drove to see me. He didn't have a car when I first meet him but still like wtf. We broke up we've been on and off this time we've been broken up for a while. I'm still madly in love with him and everytime I think of our memories it makes me sad.

The one with my manipulative ex. I cant believe I allowed it to go for so long

My friends: I feel as if most of them don't actually care about me and would rather not have me in their life. I care so much about them and feel like I don't receive the same feelings back from them.