One thing I feel sad about right now is....
I feel broken, unfixable, alone and i just want someone to comfort me or even bring me a cookie.
@teleah70 Hugs to you. You srarer valuable. What kind of cookie would you like? 😋
You are...valuable. Treasured. Deserving of hug and love and joyous welcoming smiles. You deserve comfort in whatever form you most need. As much as you like. Without strings.
@SpruceRaven thank you for the sweet response, I would love a fresh chocolate chip cookie lol
I love him but dont love myself, and i think i push him away just to see if he is really coming back or if he will finally leave me alone, nd thats when i will know i am really alone
Feeling less then a man and totally worthless after my cancer surgery which was preceded by chemo and hormone treatments. I have nothing to offer a woman.
I don't have any friends. Everybody hates me and I can't talk to anybody about how I feel. I had one friend; she has been avoiding me ever since I told her about my depression.
@marvelfangirl I recently told a close coworker that I had sever depression and thought of suicide. And she told me that she doesnt know how to handle that, she doesnt know what to say or do to help, and that it makes her feel uncomfortable that she feels helpless to help.
I've decided to leave this site for awhile. Feeling too needy and broken....and noticing the more I share that...the less I get tagged or supported.
Im almost 24 and never even kissed a girl :(
I'm losing a lot of friends right now because of mistakes that I've made. It's completely my fault and I understand that. It didn't make it hurt any less, and if anything, it hurts more.
@LadySeeker
I've done this too and I'll never forgive myself for it. I still beat myself up over mistakes I made years ago every single day. There are a couple people in particular I feel horrible for how I treated but I can't find them and apologize so I feel like the only right thing to do is punish myself for the rest of my life. Nobody else should do this, but I'm an awful person who deserves to be miserable.
Everything happening at once, like parents dont understand, friendship issues, and also the person I love the most...
One thing I feel sad about is that I cant write anymore. Writing is how I expressed my feelings. Its how I got my long rants out. Writing was my companion. And I can no longer write. Writing doesnt feel like it used to. Ive lost all my motivation and passion and it sort of feels like now Im completely useless. Im alone now. I cant bring myself to write. It feels like everything I write is just complete and total garbage. It sort of feels like Ive lost a friend. And it completely breaks my heart.
@Musiclover113 maybe you can write about your darkness and share your story with depression, there is not enough regular people sharing thier struggles out there, hope that helps, please know you are not useless, you are just stuck in your depression and you will get unstuck with work and patience, good luck
@Musiclover113
Oh wow, I feel this way too. ..
With my mom passing two years ago, there are questions i will never answered, also sad because i do not know if she wouldve told me the truth had i asked the questions
@teleah70 take care! May God bless her soul!
@ShadlokVance thank you so much for your kind response
I feel alone. Sad to come home and sad to leave it. My room is the only place I feel safe in and even then, it's lonely. It's so confusing, being told this is wrong by my mom and then her doing the exact thing to me; "Don't say mean things to your brother!" One minute and the next saying, " You're a horrible b**ch to him! "..... I can't do things perfectly. I want to do what I dream to do but dreams are dangerous when you might get yelled at for having it.. Listeners are nice but no one can help what you can't pervent. Stuck here, alone. Losing people I love. Fearing that one wrong word could turn my mother from liking one of my friends to never letting see them again. I sometimes wish my abuse was physical, at least that way people could see the pain and help. But you can't see the damage words do. It's hidden. And so easy to hide with a smile...
@Darkpelt11 I'm so sorry you're going through all this!
It is unfortunate how we're sometimes surrounded by people who don't understand us.
But I hope the understanding grows and you find love, comfort, and peace in your relationships.
Take care!
@ShadlokVance
Thank you so much. I'm trying to stay positive. It's hard but I'm trying.