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I'm tired of my life I'm always a burden to my mom I'm always getting in trouble I'm also failing all my classes my mom thinks I wanted attention because I said I wanted to commit suicide she

called me manipulative,controlling,and selfish maybe shes right I'm tired of being ugly and fat I'm tired of always wanting a relationship I'm tired of getting my heart broken I just broke up with my girlfriend who I really loved but I cant trust her I'm tired of everything I'm scared and I dont know what to do

Uggghhhh I'm so tired of my life, no i'm not suicidal anymore but i don't want this. I can't feel a goddamned thing. There is no love in my life and hope hurts, you know. I feel like crying but these are just crocodile tears. I don't even think I'm friends with my friends, the only guy i could talk to left. I am wasting my time daily. I don't wanna do anything

I don't want this, I am good for nothing and probably just ruining my life, I haven't even been in my teenage for 2 years, can't even remember any happy memories from chidhood. I changed into something so pathetic and disappointing. I feel like smashing stuff and screaming but my mom is always around. I don't want this, I don't want any of this, life, I don't want it

My impossible deams are dead and i'm not even 14yet

I'm trying. I Really am. My bedroom is a mess and I have been forcing myself to clean it because I need to take care of myself and my space + My mom has been all over me aabout it. While I was in the BR I could hear her laughing with my dad&brother about how I have taken 4 days to do something 'so simple'. And I know its simple but i swear im trying. I'm trying so hard to motivate myself but my I feel exausted all the time. I keep trying to tell her but she just acts like this is normal and I'm dramatic/ I'm so sad and so lonely and nobody really cares. I am trying, I am. But it is so overwhelming. I've been barely keeping my head above water and she just thinks i'm being lazy.

Its hard to be proud of my process when she is laughing at me for taking so long to do it.

Makes me wish I just hadn't started.

I'm married to a bipolar spending addict who has finally put us (him, I and our 2 year old) is negative debit because he HAD to have a switch lite for the new Pokemon games. I can't fix this and I'm already looking at hundreds in debit that I can't pay.

I take care of our son almost exclusively and he yells at me when I don't watch him for a second because I'm tired and never get to have fun. It's starting to make me dislike my son now because I feel attached at the hip.

So I'm looking at extreme debit and possibly no home all because my husband can't stop spending. I'm so tired and depressed I want to just give up.

I have no one here to support me

My life fucking sucks. Just found out the the guy I've been crushing on has a fucking girlfriend even though he has been hitting on me for the past 3 years. Also there is so many fake ass people in my school like this one girl who complains about fucking everything and no one else gives a shit but when I don't give a shit she gets upset and tells our counselor. I don't know why but it makes my so fucking mad. My ex on the other hand said he still wants to be friends and acts like were still together and stares at me like I'm his prey. He has been acting weirdly after we broke up and whenever I try to keep my distance he gets closer and now its like "us" never happen. Some bitches at school came up to one of my friends and asked her if she tried to murder people. i just looked had that bitch and said no why the fuck would you think that but then she just walked away. Why are girls so fucking mean to one another. My same friend got her hair cut into a pixie cut and I think it's really cut but people started making fun of her for it but if there is another girl who cuts in short she gets nothing said about her. We live in a very fucked up world and jesus fucking christ that felt nice typing this.

I hate Amazon. I just fucking hate it. On Monday I used the last bit of my birthday gift cards on Amazon to order a gift card so I could go out to eat. I was already rationing my food because it's all running out and even started starving myself to make everything stretch till I got that stupid gift card on Wednesday; I even paid extra to get it that soon!

I never got the order despite the site saying that it had been given to a resident. I complained to customer service about it and they suggested I wait till today to see if it was going to be sent to me when the person who was supposed to give it to me when they circled back to my area to make deliveries during the holiday. I pressured them today to give me a time when it was going to happen because it's Thanksgiving! I haven't been able to go out to do anything today! It was supposed to have arrived an hour ago and I'm driving myself up the wall because of how stupid this is! Now I have to wait 2-3 business days for Amazon to complete an investigation over why my gift card wasn't sent to me.

I'm not a fan of Amazon and try not to use it if it can be avoided. I hope you get you card very soon, good luck.

I hate a good day until Dad started screaming at me for no reason in the car when I was having trouble bringing home leftover cake. I mean he KNOWS what its like to be on the reciving end of someone hurling insults of something which has nothing to do with YOU. And that's EXCATLY what he did