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I am so sick of therapist who talk about themselves or how what you're talking about makes them feel! It's inappropriate and unprofessional. Not to mention harming to me. It's already hard enough to open up and I am paying to open up and seek help. Telling me how you feel doesn't help me and we're suppose to be talking about how I feel.

Fuck this life.

Don't know how much longer I can live here I have literally no one and I hate it so many friends even a boyfriend but no one is ever there for me and it hurts.My dad told me to die today I hate him with everything in my gut.the day I leave I'll never come back never ever I've suffered a lot here I'm almost turning 18 and I did nothing fun or memorable in my teenage years I'll never forgive them for that .

I feel like I am wasting my life away. Literally, I wasted every opportunity I got. Moreover, I don't have any friends or at least someone in whom I can confide. I don't hurt anyone, I help every person who comes into my life, I try to be there for them in times of need, hoping that they'd at least talk with me.. And I don't even get that. I am ignored and left alone, once their work is done from me. This really sucks. And yeah, I was never in a relationship. This sucks too... That's coz I don't like to pretend and say sugar coated words just to have se X with somgirl and leave her after that ( most of the relationships end this way). I'd love to be in a relationship with someone who'll care for me...just as I do for people in my life.

Im very confused and very sad. I just moved into a new placement after being in a hospital for a very, very long time, and although it is a mental health program, theres this vibe in the air here that youre required to be super high functioning, and it makes me feel afraid to tell the staff whats going on, because I do tend to struggle with small things due to severe dissociation and amnesia. On top of that, the staff here arent supportive at all when it comes to my diagnosis, DID, and when I ask them for help regarding that, they always rebuttal me saying oh well were not designed to deal with things like that or well if its that bad maybe you should go to a crisis placement instead and it just makes me feel super invalidated or Im just completely incapable of doing anything and all I am is considered a crisis patient. The staff also refuse to even acknowledge I have different identities, and refuse to use our separate names, even though they know that using our birth name will trigger us tremendously. I take my antidepressants but they dont seem to be helping. I havent been able to function normally and my new therapist is honestly of little help to me right now. My other alters are also very upset at me for not caring for ourself and they yell at me in our head :( basically TLDR Im super depressed smh

I'm having such a hard time connecting here. The support room is full of young people an no one understands what someone my age is going through. It's such a busy room one cannot even read what's posted when using a phone like I do. This site has alienated me.

I joined the Togetherall site back in March. I understand removing names or what might seem like names from my posts. But twice they removed important information about what I was complaing about. Some weeks ago-I needed some quiet in order to learn Korean and I was trying to explain it and I wrote in Korean a little bit on my post and they took it out saying (and their House Rules don't say ANYTHING about only Speaking English on the site) that you MUST speak only English. Yet I had an English translation in the same sentence?. Today I was complaing about a problem I have with my Dad..he offers a ice cream bar on Fridays at 9pm. During the winter I was allowed to have both an ice bar AND a sundae but then Dad got picky and said I could only have 1 or the other and not both because they both have "a ton of calories" and I listed some examples of caorlies (one ice cream bar is 240 calories, and another is 207 calroies) well one brand of Mint Ice cream is 140 carolies as is another brand's Chcolate. Well Vanilla ice cream from the first brand is 120 calories.

Well the site took the calorie information out because it "could be harmful to some people" and now my post makes no sense. And once again in the House rules for their site I don't see ANY information about "not being able to mention calroies"

I mean https://togetherall.com/en-gb/house-rules/?lang=en-ca/

my life is falling apart. i might be bi. i do bad things but my sister is the perfect angel.. i failed my science test - i got a 28%. i curse more than i should. one of my friends committed suicide. i might commit suicide. life used to be good but it's not anymore.. i only have one friend who knows what its like. and we dont even talk that much. idek his real name. i feel alone. sometimes i just wish i was never born. the world would be better off without me. life sucks. i suck. bts says i should love myself but idk how to. namjoon specifically says speak myself but i'm afraid of rejection. and if i do get rejected then i dont know what to do anymore. i might run away. my whole world would be safer that way. and if i did run away nobody would notice. nobody would miss me. i hate myself.

I've had constant expectations to always be the smartest or most talented and it's getting really tough, I just want people to realise I'm just a child inside and I don't want all this responsibility

I have the feeling to binge eat and it's not going away. I hate myself and want to cry.