what was your first thought when you woke up today?

Why didnt I die in my sleep?

Why do I have to wake up? Why do I have to live another day? Within minutes I find myself thinking and choking back tears yet again as I remember the pain life brings.

Im here and its for a purpose.

I will be healthy and do what I can and remove the worlds illusion from my life.

Oh!!! I am sleepy!! But have to wake up because there is still lots to do!!

How will I make my credit card payment on time? Then I get ready for work

Well, I had a panic attack as I went to lay down last night so I never actually went to sleep so...

I just wished that I could sleep. About how it would be nice to just be able to get out of my head, even for just a little bit.

I'm not in a comfortable position.....I need to go back to sleep.

I should have died long ago.

I wish I had no obligations at all and could go back to sleep. Even better it could be night all the time

It will be a wonderful day !