Hi everyone I am back!

I would say I have been gone for over five years although that doesn't seem right. My old profile was deleted so I couldn't tell you when I was hear last. I have so much to be thankful for, I made it to age 40. I honestly didn't think I would make it. Please don't misunderstand me what I mean is the doctors thought that I would make it I have cerebral palsy. Since I last here they are probably so many different people here now.

I had to take time for myself it was important to do so. I wasn't in a state where I could appropriately hope someone. I knew that I was loving but my mine is so busy. Shortly after my 40th birthday however I came to realize that I need to take care of myself. So many times I have put people before myself and that's not fair to me.

I don't want to trigger anyone so please understand that I wasn't trying to let myself be used but I was so generous with people that I thought I always had to be. I thought that if I said no to something then everybody would hate me.

What I mean is I have this fear the final help someone I will be not doing what God wants me to do. I am not trying to trigger anyone call mom but if I have I'm sorry. I am doing much better though! Please introduce yourself. Donny.