Anorexia - how do you actually feel today?
Hungry (discusted about it) fat and in need of excercize.
Ya I know how ya feel. Same here, the cold is really harsh when you try to excersize. I got a treadmill on craigslist cuz of it.
Honey you need to maintain a healthy weight :) I know its hard I've been through it myself! But do give a try. Let's eat well and exercise and stay healthy :D
I just binged again after not eating for two days and I feel awful. I hate myself for eating and I hate myself for starving and I lost 5lbsin one week. I'm currently 100lbs and 5'7 and loathing myself... I wish I could just stop eating, if it weren't for that fact that there's food all around me then I'd stop but everywhere I turn I see temptation. I just want to stay skinny and I know that's unhealthy and I'm seeking professional help but in all honesty that's how I feel. I feel fat and my tummy is poking out and I just want to be the skinny friend that's all I want. I need to be thinner...
You're perfect just the way you are you don't need to starve if you keep active and eat healthy you'll lose pounds naturally
I feel like a Wale can't deal anymore with my body.
I haven't eaten in 2 days and have already lost 5 pounds. Its awful , but that makes me the happiest I've been in a long time.
I am feeling disgusted with myself today. I have been looking back at my old pictures- ones of me before I went to treatment and thinking about what I weighed and the size of clothes I wore. I want that again. But I get mad at myself because logically I know that I wasn't pretty/happy/healthy then, yet Ed says I was and now I'm a huge failure. I should be proud of myself for how far I have come but that stupid voice keeps telling me I need him back in my life so I can be thin and happy again.
My stomach is in pain, I know it wants food but I can't manage the smell of it anymore. I haven't eaten for days now. I don't feel hungry I just feel like I'm decaying.
I feel overwhelmed and numb.
I feel disgusted at myself for eating yesterday:-/